Your asking for help yet if an insulin pump terrifies and makes you nauseous, your best bet is overcoming the fear of the device that's going to reduce the lows, stabilize your control and maybe save your life. When I started with my first pump 20 years ago, I had it in my mind that I wasn't going to stay on it for even a week but then something hit me and I stopped with the childish attitude and realized this was going to improve the quality of my life and it absolutely did. 47 years as type 1 and at least 20 on a pump so I can speak from experience and success. My suggestion to Bernasia is to grow up, lose the attitude and realize the pump will be your best friend and your depriving and only hurting yourself. When the day happens that your on a pump, you will undoubtly regret your past behavior and never be without a pump. Every pump manufacturer has a 24 hour support line plus you would probably receive a week of training at your health care providers office. If a pump makes you nauceous, then let it happen so you can get over it but if the real issue is being connected to a small device with controls and insulin being delivered 24-7 based on your specific needs, then you need to get over it now and either accept the hardships your facing with the disease or decide your going to be under control. It's proven that a pump will mean less hypoglycemia's