So I've always had bad vision since I was about 8. I was diagnosed at the age of 16 and my vision has gradually gotten worse. I also have large eyes because of grave's disease and they make me feel so gross and ugly... I regret to say my diabetes control has been horrible due to denial, lack of support and mental illnesses. My eye pressure has always been okay as far as I know, however I had my eyes photographed at specsavers as part of a routine eye appointment on Friday, and the optometrist alerted me of blood spots in my eye, outside of the veins. So they're leaking into the fluid... She showed me the photos, and they have stuck with me. My eye pressure was so high they took it twice to check. She said it's not too much to worry about right now but it's terrified me. I am also at high risk for glaucoma and I'm just... terrified. I'm only 31. I just got a call from Specsavers again, who said they want to check my eye pressure again with a different method. They said if the pressure is still high they'll refer me to the hospital?? Sorry I'm just so worried, since Friday I've been extremely depressed. I'm an artist so I can't even imagine living with being blind. I know this is all my fault too and I feel worthless.