themattster
Newbie
Hi I'm Matt, 41 year old male type 1 since I was 12. First time posting in a diabetes forum, whenever I've been on diabetes forums before it scares the hell out of me seeing how many different complications there are out there so have preferred to live in ignorance lol!
My control is as good as possible without living like a monk, last few hba1's are between 52-55. Been using a libre for several years which is really helpful after 25 years of finger pricks. Was diagnosed with background retinopathy around 2009, had a few zaps of laser in both eyes between then and 2012 but been pretty stable since until now. Just been for my joint retinal appointment to see my consultant and he was full of praise as usual for my glucose readings hba1 etc so I went into see the eye specialist anxious as always but deep down not expecting any significant changes. Boy was I wrong! since my last visit in June 2021 my eyes have changed from both R1 grading to right eye R2 and left eye R3. He asked me if I had changed medication in the last couple of years which I havent to my recollection apart from the covid vaccine?! I have an appointment in a month to go in for laser treatment which I expect to be a lot more invasive than the treatment I had 12 years back which was just a few short bursts lasting less than a minute. I'm pretty scared and it has brought back horrible feelings of anxiety and depression, desperately trying to stay positive and trying to tighten my blood glucose even more by eating less carbs and almost stopping drinking alcohol ( which really sucks after a long day!) Decided a long time ago to avoid any activities like scuba diving , lifting weights, doing press ups, not because I was advised to but just felt like common sense not increasing pressure to my head. Always wonder about exercise and retinopathy, I've always thought best not to push it too hard, cant see that bringing your heart rate to 180bpm and pushing your blood pressure up dramatically even for a short time is good for it?! Anyone else have any opinions on this? Would be keen to hear other peoples experiences of living with retinopathy.
Anyway that's enough for a first post
Stay healthy folks, best wishes
Matt
My control is as good as possible without living like a monk, last few hba1's are between 52-55. Been using a libre for several years which is really helpful after 25 years of finger pricks. Was diagnosed with background retinopathy around 2009, had a few zaps of laser in both eyes between then and 2012 but been pretty stable since until now. Just been for my joint retinal appointment to see my consultant and he was full of praise as usual for my glucose readings hba1 etc so I went into see the eye specialist anxious as always but deep down not expecting any significant changes. Boy was I wrong! since my last visit in June 2021 my eyes have changed from both R1 grading to right eye R2 and left eye R3. He asked me if I had changed medication in the last couple of years which I havent to my recollection apart from the covid vaccine?! I have an appointment in a month to go in for laser treatment which I expect to be a lot more invasive than the treatment I had 12 years back which was just a few short bursts lasting less than a minute. I'm pretty scared and it has brought back horrible feelings of anxiety and depression, desperately trying to stay positive and trying to tighten my blood glucose even more by eating less carbs and almost stopping drinking alcohol ( which really sucks after a long day!) Decided a long time ago to avoid any activities like scuba diving , lifting weights, doing press ups, not because I was advised to but just felt like common sense not increasing pressure to my head. Always wonder about exercise and retinopathy, I've always thought best not to push it too hard, cant see that bringing your heart rate to 180bpm and pushing your blood pressure up dramatically even for a short time is good for it?! Anyone else have any opinions on this? Would be keen to hear other peoples experiences of living with retinopathy.
Anyway that's enough for a first post
Stay healthy folks, best wishes
Matt