I was recently told off for saying I looked on some foodstuffs as "poison". Seems I'm not the only one.. https://www.dietdoctor.com/sleight-of-hand this line especially stood out to me.. "“It’s a curse”. I smiled. “It’s rooted in fear. I’m terrified of going back to that place of hunger and sickness and pain and obesity. When I see carbs, I see all those things"