teen refusing to do insulin

lucyturniptree

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I was diagnosed 12 years ago when I was 16. When I was 18 I went through a phase that sounds exactly like what your daughter is going through. I was so angry at being diabetic. I hated everyone. My parents, my friends, the medical team, non diabetics, diabetics, everyone. I felt like nobody quite understood what I was going through. I would binge eat rubbish (whole packets of cookies, donuts, ice cream) and barely take my insulin. I quite liked that high feeling, but also I just wanted to not be diabetic. I hid it from my family because the more concerned they got the more I resented them. My Mum would ask if I had taken my reading or nag about insulin. The more she asked about it, the less I wanted to talk because she obviously didn't get it!! It made sense at the time. I felt let down by the medical team and I stopped going to my clinics because they were a depressing waste of time.
But having gone through this and come out of the other side, I know it wasn't my mum's fault, just like this isn't your fault. You haven't done anything wrong. My Mum still blames herself, but it was about me getting my head around my lifelong sentence.
I don't know what it was that made me stop feeling like that, but once I accepted that it was part of me, it started to get better. It was a change in mindset that happened to me, not something that someone said to me. Your daughter is going through a difficult time and will find her own solutions. All you can do is be there when she decides she is ready, support her decisions and love her despite her mistakes.
It is really scary, but my experience was that I needed to go through it and find my own way.
Hope things get better soon. Xx
 
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Rac91963

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Hi I have a 19 year old who hasnt done bolus insulin for at least 2 weeks, don't know if she has even done blood sugars worried about her but when I mention it she shouts at me saying I don't trust her don't know what to say or do
Hi my son is 16 he's gone though exactly the same wouldn't do his insulin properly and do his sugars but I've been taking him to the hospital every week for a check up and they told me to back off basically and just check his meter on the sly so I've been doing that and it seems to be working atm dnt knw if something like that would work for you hope that's a bit of help I thought it was hard when he was younger but it's much more difficult when they are teenagers good luck
 
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Brunneria

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It may be that seeing what her sister is now experiencing has brought up a lot of upset and memories of her own diagnosis. It is going to be a very tough time for her.

My memories of being a (non diabetic) teenager are that any instruction/reminders by my parents would absolutely guarantee that i would do the opposite.
 
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Bethaniiee

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I feel exactly the same! I get treated as though I am diabetes and not Beth! Everyone asks how my diabetes is not how I'm doing, how I'm feeling etc. I haven't taken my short acting insulin for 3 years, I know this is very dangerous but I just can't do it. I have issues with my weight and am scared insulin will make me put weight on but also because I resent diabetes! I hate it! I don't want it and so I pretend I don't have it! People without diabetes don't understand how hard it is living with this disease! :( take care! Xx
 

Star47

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Hi Tracey, my 19 year old son has Type 1. Have a read of this article http://www.dailyrecord.co.uk/news/real-life/diabetic-who-became-blind-after-3561641 about a 24 year old lady. You could perhaps print it out and put it in an envelope together with a card from yourself telling your daughter how much you love and care for her perhaps her sister might manage a card too in the same envelope and either post it to her or leave it in her room, perhaps other family members could do a card with caring messages, don't say anything about the diabetes in your cards the article speaks for it's self. Or, just send cards and leave the article lying around the house for her to come across as and when. The idea of actually posting cards to her is just to keep it light. perhaps send funny cards with happy messages. One thing I've learn't as a parent, is that when it all gets negative it just gets worse, they know that they are doing the wrong thing and feel very negative already and sometimes find it hard to express themselves, oh yes and another idea, look up diabetic Danica on you tube https://www.youtube.com/user/DiabeticDanica she is fabulous! have a watch yourself she done lots of videos and is very popular hope this helps you all in some way :)
 

TayNicole

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Hi I have a 19 year old who hasnt done bolus insulin for at least 2 weeks, don't know if she has even done blood sugars worried about her but when I mention it she shouts at me saying I don't trust her don't know what to say or do
Hi Tracey Is she type 1?? If she is talking from experience it is serious not doing insulin, I was diagnosed at 10 and I had the same attitude through my teens, but I had a wake up call when I was in hospital with DKA fighting for my life because I abused my diabetes thinking it wouldn't effect me. I think you need to sit down with your daughter and explain the seriousness of her not injecting and it not about dis trusting her it's about she can have a normal life if she controls it because I bet her sugars are sky high which effects her moods as well. Hope you make your daughter realise what she is doing as its life threatening.
 

Vanessa_M

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Hi I have a 19 year old who hasnt done bolus insulin for at least 2 weeks, don't know if she has even done blood sugars worried about her but when I mention it she shouts at me saying I don't trust her don't know what to say or do
Heyy,
I have been diabetic for 13yrs since I were 9... I went through a stage of this around 15... Atm I'm guessing she's wanting to take control because she feels her diabetes is taking control of her that's how mine started... Because of me doing this I started to get diabetic eye change... Luckily it's improved... She needs as much support ad anything and I suggest you make her watch stuff about not taking her insulin properly and ring her diabetes team and ask for their advice... Atleast she is taking one of her insulins so she is having some... It could also be because she may want to lose weight... the higher the bloods, the more weight you lose... Just have a chilled conversation with her and find out what's going on to make her feel like this... :)
 

VixyA86

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I feel exactly the same! I get treated as though I am diabetes and not Beth! Everyone asks how my diabetes is not how I'm doing, how I'm feeling etc. I haven't taken my short acting insulin for 3 years, I know this is very dangerous but I just can't do it. I have issues with my weight and am scared insulin will make me put weight on but also because I resent diabetes! I hate it! I don't want it and so I pretend I don't have it! People without diabetes don't understand how hard it is living with this disease! :( take care! Xx
Bethaniiee I have been in your position, now I am 29 and suffering life changing complications. I know it's scary knowing that if you start taking your insulin you will put on a bit of weight, but this is NOTHING compared to how devastated you'll feel when you realise that you've damaged your body for good, and that nothing or no doctor in the world can make it better again. Ever. Don't want to scare you, and I know you'll read this and think "yeah....but that'll never happen to me...", but trust me, it will. Feel free to message me if you want to talk.
 

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This might just be clutching at staws, but with 2 in the same family diagnosed with diabetes, I would be pushing for a genetic screen to rule out MODY. Awareness of this is very limited even amongst diabetic nurses. MODY is mid aged onset diabetes of the young. It is an inherited form of diabetes that manifests itself as type 1 in children (under 25's) However it is actually a type 2 and therefore will respond to oral medications in theory. As I say, its a shot in the dark but might be your salvation, for both girls. It is thought that I carry the MODY gene, but they wont test me as I am on oral treatments OK. My son says he has been on insulin for 20 yrs, why upset the apple cart, but we are trying to get my granddaughter tested to free her from injections
 

DJChaka

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I'm 21 and was exactly the same as this lass!!! Threatening her with death and such is just gonna make it worse. I refused insulin when someone would tell me to do it! I didn't want anyone telling me how to run things, I wanted to do it on my own but everyone thought they were helping by just going on all the time and it made me feel like all I was was a diabetic, not a person and that I couldn't do anything without people mentioning it. It would never be "how are you, what do you want to do today?" Or anything like that. It was only ever "how are your sugars, have you had insulin today?" If this is what this girl is going through I feel for her x
Hi Tracey as Kathryn says above there can be many reasons non Diabetes related that have made your daughter choose not to take her insulin. I did something similar following a bad break up because I saw it as a way at hitting out at the person. It was a silly decision and I ended up in hospital. I don't want to sound like I'm telling you how to parent but why not have a mother/daughter day just the two of you. Go out and have some fun and just observe her and see how she is. Maybe she'll open up, maybe you'll notice she doesn't do her insulin or perhaps you'll just both have a great day out and you notice she is doing her insulin and it will put your mind at ease. Although I'm new to the forums I would recommend that any fellow diabetic join because I've discovered a lot of things I didn't personally know through talking to other diabetics. Good luck and keep us informed how she's doing
 

Violet22

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Don't envy your position (having a teenager) and you are not going to win easily. The thing about not trusting her suggests she has a plan. It looks like you will have to watch very closely and at the first sign of trouble call an ambulance. Good luck and I hope things work out well.
 

Shaggy_dog

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It's not easy. Unfortunately most teenagers believe they are indestructible and will do whatever they want. It will do you no good to nag her, but see if you can get the two sisters talking to each other (on their own) as perhaps the newly diagnosed one can point out the error of her sister's ways. Trying to scare her, or threatening her is unlikely to work, you have to be prepared to listen to her and trust her to make the realisations. Good luck.
 

slip

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Sure she's not rebelling because the Diabetes sport light isn't on her any more? Ask 2nd daughter to ask 1st daughter for help and guidence from her (and report back!)
 

videoman

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There is only one message to give her is this, she wants to die a horrible death or lose sight ,legs and go on to Dialysis’

Thats what was in my future in 1960 but I learned that to life life to the full with a slight injection every day,she will live a longer life that what may happend to her if she refuses insulin
 

melaskew

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My daughter was the same but hers was linked to bulemia as well due to the insulin making her gain weight. She did however take her long acting insulin but when her hair started falling out in clumps and her nails and skin bore the evidence too it began to scare her. Does her diabetic team have a psychologist/ psychiatrist on team? My daughter responded well to talking to someone she was very hostile to begin with and it has been a long and very rocky road. I also made her read harrowing accounts of young people who have died from doing this and the lasting damage that this has caused. It has only really been the last 6 months that she has come onboard when she had to deal with her younger brother having a seizure due to a low blood sugar that she has begunlooking after herself and she has realised what she has put us through ( we are coming up to 7 years since diagnosis). I would like to say this will be a quick and easy fix but she needs to get there herself before you can see a light at the end of the tunnel. I also tried pitching one as a role model to the other but she couldn't care less. Good luck
 

terriebari

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I went through this, too, only it was me, not my child. I think when i was around 18 and again in my mid 20s.
Don't nag her, and whatever you do, don't tell her all of the evil things that could happen to her. Instead, find out why she's not taking it. We all get tired of it-tired of dealing with it, tired of medications, etc.

Instead, focus on all of the things she can look forward to with a long healthy lifestyle. Are there things that she loves doing? Talk about the future-her future- and all she will get to experience. She is old enough to know that if she wants to do those things, she has to be healthy to do them.

Just be as positive as you can be. Because right now, she might be feeling hopeless and just tired of the whole "routine"

Good luck!
 

terriebari

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There is only one message to give her is this, she wants to die a horrible death or lose sight ,legs and go on to Dialysis’

Thats what was in my future in 1960 but I learned that to life life to the full with a slight injection every day,she will live a longer life that what may happend to her if she refuses insulin

DO NOT NOT NOT do that. It will push her in the EXACT opposite direction. If she's already feeling hopeless and tired, this will only make it worse. Take it from one who has been there.
 
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terriebari

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I was diagnosed 12 years ago when I was 16. When I was 18 I went through a phase that sounds exactly like what your daughter is going through. I was so angry at being diabetic. I hated everyone. My parents, my friends, the medical team, non diabetics, diabetics, everyone. I felt like nobody quite understood what I was going through. I would binge eat rubbish (whole packets of cookies, donuts, ice cream) and barely take my insulin. I quite liked that high feeling, but also I just wanted to not be diabetic. I hid it from my family because the more concerned they got the more I resented them. My Mum would ask if I had taken my reading or nag about insulin. The more she asked about it, the less I wanted to talk because she obviously didn't get it!! It made sense at the time. I felt let down by the medical team and I stopped going to my clinics because they were a depressing waste of time.
But having gone through this and come out of the other side, I know it wasn't my mum's fault, just like this isn't your fault. You haven't done anything wrong. My Mum still blames herself, but it was about me getting my head around my lifelong sentence.
I don't know what it was that made me stop feeling like that, but once I accepted that it was part of me, it started to get better. It was a change in mindset that happened to me, not something that someone said to me. Your daughter is going through a difficult time and will find her own solutions. All you can do is be there when she decides she is ready, support her decisions and love her despite her mistakes.
It is really scary, but my experience was that I needed to go through it and find my own way.
Hope things get better soon. Xx

This is my experience as well!
 

Tracey 68

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Thank you to all of you she has finally sort councilling and is going to sessions i hope this helps her and i have told her about this forum and she has said she might take a look once again thank you
 

Allana88

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I sympathise with ur daughter, i also went thru this, i went 10 years with only taking insulin occasionally nd spent a lot of time in hospital. Iv now bn diabetic 20 years and lost 95% my eyesight due to my actions. To this day my parents blame themselves but truth is there is nothing they could have said to me to make me accept it. M so glad she has decided to try get it sorted before it affects her future. I wish her all the best.x