I had a lovely reminder yesterday that I had achieved so much by myself in 24 hours, no matter what the outcome from my hospital appointments- it was the first time in 18 montgs that I had driven myself 40 miles, gone to two hospital appointments by myself and that was the most positive thing. I got my CGM Medtronic Connect yesterday and its great. Its going to make life so much easier. Tomorrow is another challenge to face. I find out if cancer has gone to my spine and whether I will be given the go ahead to have my 2nd mastectomy. Todays challenge of not thinking about it all has been achieved... Tomorrow I know no matter what the outcome that I can be positive. I will find positives in anything now. Then I have to think of some more little challenges. One challenge if I'm given ok from secondary cancer may be to get another dog.. envy @Ledzeptt walking dog.... I loved walking my dogs and its not the same walking without them.