Hi
@Delticmatt100 .
Just thought I’d have a trip down memory lane.
Back in the day, 28yrs+ now, I was newly diagnosed. Given a 100 needles and basically, after some instruction, told to go ahead and inject.
First few days, absolutely fine, almost enjoyed the novelty of it all.
Fast forward a few weeks and things all went pear shaped. The newish routine of injecting suddenly developed a problem.
There appeared this barrier, totally invisible, but a barrier nonetheless. It was about 2 inches above my skin and no matter how hard I tried I couldn’t inject through this barrier. I would spend 5, 10, 15 mins or more either sitting or walking around trying to break this barrier. Eventually I would, not because I wanted to but solely because I knew I had to.
A strange feeling actually trying to push the needle to inject only for it to stop a few inches short.
I would put the needle down, try to recompose and start all over again.
This whole episode lasted a few months, some days better than others, some days worse. I still can just about recall the sweating and fear of having to inject.
Not sure if my memories are of any use. As someone newly diagnosed like yourself they’ll be a lot of challenges to overcome but have no fear you will overcome them.