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- Type of diabetes
- Type 2
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- Diet only
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- The term "big boned" lol repeatedly told this growing up!
I was doing so well and for the last 4 days have been feeling more down due to contact dermatitis and other things. My bg levels have been gradually increasing and I can only think that it is due to the dermatitis and uncomfortable sleep etc. This morning when I got out of bed I just sat there looking out of the window (with sore underarms lol) and thought is this a fore runner of things to come, because if it is I don't want it! Its taking longer for me to feel better and with my bg levels at 10 my body must be fighting this or something as why else would my levels be higher than normal.
I have contemplated using medication but it goes against the grain for me. I have my 6 months Hba1c in February and I really do not want to have it done. I just don't feel up to it mentally. I am worried my levels have gone skew whiff and the DN will love that I have failed. I have had a really rubbish Christmas & New Year due to previous rubbish Christmas & New Years and to top it all we now have a death of a loved one.
Not sure what I am ranting about to be honest, I just feel I have pushed and pushed myself more with the exercise and diet and its made a mockery of me as I am seeing 10s and I am feeling rather sorry for myself.
I have contemplated using medication but it goes against the grain for me. I have my 6 months Hba1c in February and I really do not want to have it done. I just don't feel up to it mentally. I am worried my levels have gone skew whiff and the DN will love that I have failed. I have had a really rubbish Christmas & New Year due to previous rubbish Christmas & New Years and to top it all we now have a death of a loved one.
Not sure what I am ranting about to be honest, I just feel I have pushed and pushed myself more with the exercise and diet and its made a mockery of me as I am seeing 10s and I am feeling rather sorry for myself.