Hi all, it's been some time since I last posted and since then it's been pretty quiet on the diabetes front. I was however recently diagnosed with high blood pressure (at 19 Y/O?!) and am now on medication for that. I went for an eye screening recently and despite my constant attempts to keep my blood sugars normal, my eyes have actually gotten worse. After having maculopathy for some time, my letter today informs me I have pre-proliferative retinopathy.. I am devastated. Despite trying so hard to maintain a grip on things, my eyes don't seem to be getting any better, I'm feeling so down and anxious about this, I'm very young and it appears I can't seem to stop this , What am I doing wrong? I really need some advice, has anyone else had this happen?? What can I do to stop this condition progressing? Thanks in advance.