That right there is what you need to allow yourself to focus upon. The noises off can be distracting and you certainly have a full agenda but that represents a big win after much hard work. I'm so pleased for you.I can now safely say my temper held much better than say a year ago.
I was very patient with the little ratbag.
It was a great test of my anxiety issues with going to shops, my anger issues and my resilience to scream and shout and use indifferent language in front of my grandson.
I think I passed. And I did have a chuckle when a packet of cakes ended up in the open cooler.
Absolutely agree @dunelm. There is always time to enjoy a koffyThere is always time to enjoy a koffy.
It is a bit crazy at my age @lindisfel but I think that this quote is very true - “Choose a job you love, and you will never have to work a day in your life".What a tremendous capacity for work you have Krystyna.
Thank you very much @LivingLightlyThe Holly Blue is well known for undergoing between year fluctuations in numbers @gennepher. Sorry to hear your Small Tortoishells have also declined this year. They produce up to three broods a year though and your patch of nettles will help them recover.
Meanwhile, your sole specimen has resulted in a beautiful kaleidoscope, Thank you for sharing.
Wednesday's FBG, 4.5 mmol on waking at 6.00 am.
An amazing pine tree @dunelmGood morning everyone from a most splendidly quiet and sunny start to the day here in the dark and dangerous north. A flat white beige coloured 6.0 this a.m., culprit organs probably all in a flutter when my innards presumed that the trip to the loo at 0445 was a signal to get going - but no. Fooled the lot of them by sleeping for another hour and a half. Bin day cavalcade will be a sunny affair today with the orange clad outriders offering far more diligence than the oxymoronic US Secret Service and not a pair of Oakley sunglasses in sight. Health and Safety - my a**se. Art bit - were it ever so - well, at least once, and on this occasion at least. Be happy. Don’t abandon others but also don’t abandon yourself! Must make koffy.
cheers mate.That right there is what you need to allow yourself to focus upon. The noises off can be distracting and you certainly have a full agenda but that represents a big win after much hard work. I'm so pleased for you.
I am pleased you enjoy your life. I hope you continue to have good health Krystyna.It is a bit crazy at my age @lindisfel but I think that this quote is very true - “Choose a job you love, and you will never have to work a day in your life".
When I worked for City College in admin every day was a hard slog. Now I work much.longer hours but it doesn't feel like work. It feels like I am swanning around enjoying myself.
An added bonus is that it gets me out of doing the housework.
Also, it feels really good to be helping clients to work on their issues.
Thank you for sharing the wonderful kaleidoscope and well done for persevering with that video editing software. Those videos seem to give you and the viewers genuine pleasure which must be a boon when there is so much difficulty in your life. That kitchen sounds like a case study in how not to design and build a functional environment never mind a home in which one can relax and live in comfort. I hope you rest well.Am late to the party today.
Fbg was 7.9
Except it wasn't really Fbg because I got not one bit of sleep last night. It was an arbitrary time I chose...
Why?
The amount of things I have to deal with at the moment, that I have to get out, get in the car, and drive to the place, find a non existent parking space, and get in the building, find a receptionist/living person who will deal with my issue after I have got through to them that I cannot use a telephone, is too overwhelming at the moment. I have always had to do this all my life, but I am getting older now...
I went out early to sort business, came back, no energy to do any food shopping, but I had pushed myself too far mentally and physically to to this morning. I collapsed on top of my bed when I got back, and went into a deep sleep. Midnight thought I was cold so spread his huge furry black bulk over my chest and legs. Fortunately he has gone outside now, and I am trying to wake up, but I still need more sleep.
Anyway this morning was successful for an appointment in a months time. And hopefully I can make further appointments, for a short while at least from the previous visit. There is only telephone communication now at my doctors, there used to be fax, there used to be email, there used to be texts and more that I could communicate with individual nurses and doctors and receptionists directly, but all that went kaput with Covid and lockdowns. You cannot even use a video with them, because they say their telephone system is too old to support that, and this is why they can't get any new docs to take over the practice.
I have an appointment for mid August - gives me time to breathe while I sort other important stuff out...
Wildlife nighttime...
Badgers obsessed with the swing - several different Badgers this night.
46 secs
Creative...kaleidoscope in Laboscope again. The yellow flower is St John's Wort.
All the small birds are playing in the garden. There is one single bumble bee doing the zoomies. Wood pigeons and blackbirds. And I seem to have acquired a skinny rather manky looking magpie,m who is doing his best to dismantle my bird fat ball feeders. He has torn the top off each one, but I don't begrudge him...
Now I need my sleep...
My fridge and freezer are both struggling in this heat. Fridge is nearly on the highest number, and freezer the same. Any more heat and it won't be cold enough for my food...
Good night at 3.30pm...
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Thank you very much @ianpspurs for the kaleidoscope compliment...Thank you for sharing the wonderful kaleidoscope and well done for persevering with that video editing software. Those videos seem to give you and the viewers genuine pleasure which must be a boon when there is so much difficulty in your life. That kitchen sounds like a case study in how not to design and build a functional environment never mind a home in which one can relax and live in comfort. I hope you rest well.
I can relate to your quote about job/life.It is a bit crazy at my age @lindisfel but I think that this quote is very true - “Choose a job you love, and you will never have to work a day in your life".
When I worked for City College in admin every day was a hard slog. Now I work much.longer hours but it doesn't feel like work. It feels like I am swanning around enjoying myself.
An added bonus is that it gets me out of doing the housework.
Also, it feels really good to be helping clients to work on their issues.
A very verdant kaleidoscope.Am late to the party today.
Fbg was 7.9
Except it wasn't really Fbg because I got not one bit of sleep last night. It was an arbitrary time I chose...
Why?
The amount of things I have to deal with at the moment, that I have to get out, get in the car, and drive to the place, find a non existent parking space, and get in the building, find a receptionist/living person who will deal with my issue after I have got through to them that I cannot use a telephone, is too overwhelming at the moment. I have always had to do this all my life, but I am getting older now...
I went out early to sort business, came back, no energy to do any food shopping, but I had pushed myself too far mentally and physically to do this morning. I collapsed on top of my bed when I got back, and went into a deep sleep. Midnight thought I was cold so spread his huge furry black bulk over my chest and legs. Fortunately he has gone outside now, and I am trying to wake up, but I still need more sleep.
Anyway this morning was successful for an appointment in a months time. And hopefully I can make further appointments, for a short while at least from the previous visit. There is only telephone communication now at my doctors, there used to be fax, there used to be email, there used to be texts and more that I could communicate with individual nurses and doctors and receptionists directly, but all that went kaput with Covid and lockdowns. You cannot even use a video with them, because they say their telephone system is too old to support that, and this is why they can't get any new docs to take over the practice.
I have an appointment for mid August - gives me time to breathe while I sort other important stuff out...
Wildlife nighttime...
Badgers obsessed with the swing - several different Badgers this night.
46 secs
Creative...kaleidoscope in Laboscope again. The yellow flower is St John's Wort.
All the small birds are playing in the garden. There is one single bumble bee doing the zoomies. Wood pigeons and blackbirds. And I seem to have acquired a skinny rather manky looking magpie, mwho is doing his best to dismantle my bird fat ball feeders. He has torn the top off each one, but I don't begrudge him...
Now I need my sleep...
My fridge and freezer are both struggling in this heat. Fridge is nearly on the highest number, and freezer the same. Any more heat and it won't be cold enough for my food...
Good night at 3.30pm...
View attachment 68845
Indeed, a good BP.Came back from town with lots of puncture holes and plasters over my arms and hands.
I'd gone to get my legs rebandaged but when I got there the nurse didn't know that and said I was down for blood, BP and urine tests. Well, good luck with that! Nobody had told me about that and nobody had told her about either my legs or my notoriously awful veins. She and another nurse took half an hour to get a small amount of blood out of multiple holes. They did manage to get a reading for my BP - good at 117/63 - urine to be tested next week and there was enough blood to check my kidneys in the end. All's well that ends well.
Thank you @gennepherAn amazing pine tree @dunelm
I cannot begin to understand the years of frustration with what should be a simple task of communicating with such organisations as the NHS and your local authority. So wonderful that you have your garden and animal watch. Wonderful St John’s Wort kaleidoscope.Am late to the party today.
Fbg was 7.9
Except it wasn't really Fbg because I got not one bit of sleep last night. It was an arbitrary time I chose...
Why?
The amount of things I have to deal with at the moment, that I have to get out, get in the car, and drive to the place, find a non existent parking space, and get in the building, find a receptionist/living person who will deal with my issue after I have got through to them that I cannot use a telephone, is too overwhelming at the moment. I have always had to do this all my life, but I am getting older now...
I went out early to sort business, came back, no energy to do any food shopping, but I had pushed myself too far mentally and physically to do this morning. I collapsed on top of my bed when I got back, and went into a deep sleep. Midnight thought I was cold so spread his huge furry black bulk over my chest and legs. Fortunately he has gone outside now, and I am trying to wake up, but I still need more sleep.
Anyway this morning was successful for an appointment in a months time. And hopefully I can make further appointments, for a short while at least from the previous visit. There is only telephone communication now at my doctors, there used to be fax, there used to be email, there used to be texts and more that I could communicate with individual nurses and doctors and receptionists directly, but all that went kaput with Covid and lockdowns. You cannot even use a video with them, because they say their telephone system is too old to support that, and this is why they can't get any new docs to take over the practice.
I have an appointment for mid August - gives me time to breathe while I sort other important stuff out...
Wildlife nighttime...
Badgers obsessed with the swing - several different Badgers this night.
46 secs
Creative...kaleidoscope in Laboscope again. The yellow flower is St John's Wort.
All the small birds are playing in the garden. There is one single bumble bee doing the zoomies. Wood pigeons and blackbirds. And I seem to have acquired a skinny rather manky looking magpie, mwho is doing his best to dismantle my bird fat ball feeders. He has torn the top off each one, but I don't begrudge him...
Now I need my sleep...
My fridge and freezer are both struggling in this heat. Fridge is nearly on the highest number, and freezer the same. Any more heat and it won't be cold enough for my food...
Good night at 3.30pm...
View attachment 68845
Well, thank goodness you have an appointment @gennepher and well done for persevering with unfamiliar software. Your videos show aspects of wildlife behaviour that most of us are possibly unaware of and thank you for sharing another beautiful kaleidoscope.Am late to the party today.
Fbg was 7.9
Except it wasn't really Fbg because I got not one bit of sleep last night. It was an arbitrary time I chose...
Why?
The amount of things I have to deal with at the moment, that I have to get out, get in the car, and drive to the place, find a non existent parking space, and get in the building, find a receptionist/living person who will deal with my issue after I have got through to them that I cannot use a telephone, is too overwhelming at the moment. I have always had to do this all my life, but I am getting older now...
I went out early to sort business, came back, no energy to do any food shopping, but I had pushed myself too far mentally and physically to do this morning. I collapsed on top of my bed when I got back, and went into a deep sleep. Midnight thought I was cold so spread his huge furry black bulk over my chest and legs. Fortunately he has gone outside now, and I am trying to wake up, but I still need more sleep.
Anyway this morning was successful for an appointment in a months time. And hopefully I can make further appointments, for a short while at least from the previous visit. There is only telephone communication now at my doctors, there used to be fax, there used to be email, there used to be texts and more that I could communicate with individual nurses and doctors and receptionists directly, but all that went kaput with Covid and lockdowns. You cannot even use a video with them, because they say their telephone system is too old to support that, and this is why they can't get any new docs to take over the practice.
I have an appointment for mid August - gives me time to breathe while I sort other important stuff out...
Wildlife nighttime...
Badgers obsessed with the swing - several different Badgers this night.
46 secs
Creative...kaleidoscope in Laboscope again. The yellow flower is St John's Wort.
All the small birds are playing in the garden. There is one single bumble bee doing the zoomies. Wood pigeons and blackbirds. And I seem to have acquired a skinny rather manky looking magpie, mwho is doing his best to dismantle my bird fat ball feeders. He has torn the top off each one, but I don't begrudge him...
Now I need my sleep...
My fridge and freezer are both struggling in this heat. Fridge is nearly on the highest number, and freezer the same. Any more heat and it won't be cold enough for my food...
Good night at 3.30pm...
View attachment 68845
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