I feel for you.
Do one thing just for you a week.
It gives you a good marker for how time passing too.
Do it regularly. Don't wuss out.
And don't over commit yourself.
You'll be amazed at how soon you'll find yourself confidently in control again.
Best wishes
Thank you for your encouraging words, problem is, I am one person doing a massive amount, I don't drive so have to get on and off buses to different places all the time,left a carrier bag yesterday with my new organizer, a present from my teen and paperwork in it, I will get it, hopefully today, many hypo's too which I am trying so hard not to have, this is my 27th year of diabetes and I had a really bad time a few months ago as I was in a very, very dark place, I don't want to go there again and I blamed diabetes for it, so sick of it all. So much to do regarding my elderly dad, his house, finances and I am having to pay out for things, a skip on Friday, £240, then the council to take away electrical goods and I will have to go for a court deputy guardianship, which will cost about 1 and half thousand pounds, plus VAT and £400 has to be paid up front to the court, which I will have to pay, but will get it reimbursed in about 6 months time and when it goes through and my dad will have pay the rest to the solicitor.
I am trying to be positive and I know that this will not last for ever, but I am exhausted, physically and mentally, it is so hard. My grown up son is helping on Friday to clear out the bigger items into the skip and we both visit my dad in the new care home, plus my teenager too at the weekend.
Stress and worry can mess up my BS so much and I don't want anymore auto immune conditions. I was so looking forward to 2016, for a fresh positive start ...................
Take care everyone, best wishes RRB x