Hi there I am new to this but need to see if there was somewhere out there were people with this condition who feel the same as me. I have had this condition, I hate the name so I do not write it or say it, as to say it, I think, gives it power and I do not want it to have any over me. I have had the condition for 33 years and have had a pump for 12, I constantly struggle with the narrow minded view of the consultants as all they seem to want is my HbN1c to be within at tight and narrow frame. I find it impossible to control this with everyday life. If they were to give me the tools to control all the other stresses in life then maybe and only maybe I would be able to keep my bloods to within these tight margins. I am more than a number I am a person and should be treated like one. I am constantly reminded that if my bloods are not controlled than I have possible problems in later life, do they think I do not know this, I live with this every second of every day. Does anyone out there feel to same???
It can be hard
@Steveieboy , I am not on a pump, on MDI and diagnosed 27 years ago. Stress is a major issue, trying to get things right. Even going out for a long walk, less Insulin, walking back within a walking group and no one said it would be a shorter route home, so I took less Insulin for lunch and of course it went up into double figures, so stressed about that, it's a vicious circle. Illness, worry, shock, operations can send BS soaring and difficult to get down, with pregnancy, childbirth, breastfeeding, other womanly monthly problems. What we eat, drink injecting or pumping the right amount of Insulin, decade after decade after decade, can take it's toll.
But with support and friendly advice from some lovely members on here, is a big help. Have you had a look at the Burnout information ? I have noticed it can be the younger ones that can suffer, the teenagers, feeling 'different' from their peers and like most of us at some time, we, what ever our age, just want to feel 'normal' like other people who don't have this condition.
We are all individuals with different needs and we are not, as you said, a number !!