Hey....
This has took a lot of courage for me to write online, just because I feel so isolated right now.
I'm a type 1 diabetic teenager, I'm 15.
I really feel bad right now. I've been feeling suicidal for a few weeks and have told my friend that is closest. They said they'll be by my side so I guess I can look forward to that. I feel like this could be brought on because since I was diagnosed at 13 (2017) I've felt really terrible and never really been able to do my diabetes right, and I get shown that everyone elses is perfect at appointments except mine. I used to have an NHS psychologist but she has since left me. And I just feel depressed, like I'm going to break down.
I feel like if I tell my dad or family I'd just be judged, and don't fancy telling my school because of the fear that they could take me from my family and place me into social services :/
This has took a lot of courage for me to write online, just because I feel so isolated right now.
I'm a type 1 diabetic teenager, I'm 15.
I really feel bad right now. I've been feeling suicidal for a few weeks and have told my friend that is closest. They said they'll be by my side so I guess I can look forward to that. I feel like this could be brought on because since I was diagnosed at 13 (2017) I've felt really terrible and never really been able to do my diabetes right, and I get shown that everyone elses is perfect at appointments except mine. I used to have an NHS psychologist but she has since left me. And I just feel depressed, like I'm going to break down.
I feel like if I tell my dad or family I'd just be judged, and don't fancy telling my school because of the fear that they could take me from my family and place me into social services :/