Tendency towards many pages is my problem.... and lots to do, but now MrSlim has finished renovating and painting the second wagon (cannot understand why this was neccessary now) and started to be useful.
Not aiming for perfect but trying to catch up with some of the many things that were neglected while I was ill last autumn and since, cold and rain do not I spire anything much except a desire to huddle in the one warm room. So many outstanding jobs both inside and out.
Of course time to plant some seeds would be nice as well.
08.03
FBG no idea.. sorry
Becoming more and more stressed over the impending visit from my youngest brother. Ridiculous I know - but it's happening anyway. Vacillating between cleaning and hiding in a book... not productive at all - then panicking about the mess....inside and out.
Oh and stress eating - had to let my belt out three holes. A cuddle with a cat would probably help, but Kiki won't stand for that
By Sunday I may have calmed down
I fully empathise with you in every way
@SlimLizzy
Daughter from Australia had said she was not coming over this year, but would come next year.
Great, I thought, no visitors for a year, and so I can upend my bungalow and do a massive tidy up, clearout and reorganisation...it was going to take a year...
But then I got a message from daughter in Australia last week...
"Mum, great news, I am bringing some of my students over to UCL in April, and I can stay with you first week of April. See you in a few weeks."
Paralysed with fear doesn't even begin to describe how I feel.
I haven't a cat in hell's chance of even making a space for her to sleep in. I had repurposed the old quilt and old covers I use for her for something else, and I was going to get new ones for next year.
I have come to the conclusion I am never going to move from here (I am happy enough over that) and so that initiated this great ruthless upending of everything and clearout and reorganisation, for the next 20-30 years (if I live that long, it might only be 10 years, but my birth family all lived to nearly 100)...
My brain won't work. I am asking it what can I do as an interim measure, to make this even half acceptable to let a visitor (my daughter) in. Don't ask me says brain.
I thought I had a year at least to do and complete this massive task...
I am currently in bed sleeping. I did do food shopping and a couple of tasks this morning, and came back frozen cold (that wind is bitter), and very tired.
Brain is being a little cooperative saying, well if you do these quick line sketches when you go out, and no painting (that can take a couple of hours for one painting, although it is my relaxation). And brain made a suggestion how to do quicker video editing, just for the moment. See, I have given you an extra 4 hours in the day,says brain...the rest is up to you.....
I did do some quick sketches of Flint Castle this morning....