Diabetes can be so so tough and hard for younger people, I think a few of type 1's have gone through a similar feeling. Diabetes is a part of who you are, but see it as a small part. Tell it you are the boss, you are in charge and give the big D a kick up the backside from time to time.
Try not to see it as a burden ( It can be difficult),but a challenge and you are the force to be reckoned with, not the big D.
Good luck and all the very best for a brighter and more positive future.
' What lies behind us and what lies before us, is nothing compared to what lies within us'
Take care, we have a long adult life in front of us, use it well
RRB