Beyond Blue are Australian, and their phone number is 1300 22 4636.However please find someone to talk to about your thoughts and worries. Maybe family, the Samaritans or equivalent in Australia,
Hello, I'm sorry you feel that way. Have you spoken with your doctor about getting some help? There are clinical psychologists tailored in helping patients with long term health conditions. Diabetes does make life demanding, but it's that kind of demand that keeps me on my toes. I might not be the world's most organised person but diabetes keeps me in check. Moreover diabetes isn't the enemy when you look after yourself and when you do everything you can to keep your blood readings in range. When people don't care about themselves, diabetes bites back and it bites back hard.I appreciate your concern here everyone I’m not a this moment thinking about it but I have in the past gone through with it and had a seizure but I was beside mum but I didn’t feel anything there was no pain but I’ve also noticed at times when I’m low and I don’t bother to treat the hypo I mean I’m not entirely sure but there must be natural sugars in our bodies to treat hypos in emergencies but you know death is it and I’m not sure if I do actually want to die but I for sure sick of being a diabetic and all the never ending needles so I have for sure thought about getting super high on weed or drunk or something then smashing a whole pen but yea like I said death isn’t something you can take back and there are lots of things I enjoy about life it’s just it gets hard please do not remove me this is why I’m here to let this out so I can reach out to anyone else feeling the same as I do ️
Sending big hugs jed please seek some help the dark days will pass xI appreciate your concern here everyone I’m not a this moment thinking about it but I have in the past gone through with it and had a seizure but I was beside mum but I didn’t feel anything there was no pain but I’ve also noticed at times when I’m low and I don’t bother to treat the hypo I mean I’m not entirely sure but there must be natural sugars in our bodies to treat hypos in emergencies but you know death is it and I’m not sure if I do actually want to die but Im for sure sick of being a diabetic and all the never ending needles so I have for sure thought about getting super high on weed or drunk or something then smashing a whole pen but yea like I said death isn’t something you can take back and there are lots of things I enjoy about life it’s just it gets hard please do not remove me this is why I’m here to let this out so I can reach out to anyone else feeling the same as I do ️