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It has been a month and three days since my diagnosis. I am already tired of this ****. If my legs aren't cramping; the neurological damage in my feet and legs is torturing me ( This is my second go round with damaged nerves as I shattered a glass in my hand when I fell in college 30 years back) I wake up in screaming pain. Then we add the medicine ( who knows which one) ripping up my stomach. Water makes it worse chicken broth helps some but the doctor doesn't like the solution. (Like if he had a solution I could understand but he doesn't so I feel he should shut up . )Then we have the sugar which won't stay down if I eat and the only way to hit 6 is starving and still taking the pills. I just am so done. And we haven't even gotten to the cataracts and glaucoma. So I am half blind can barely walk and can't eat. Anyone want to convince me it gets better cause I now know why my grandmother said fxxx it and did what she wanted.