I had my modest weirdest dream last night, the duoloxitene certainly has my brain doing the weirdest.
it was back when I was a late twenty years old.
I was struggling to get in touch with Mrs L.
I needed for Mrs L to be close to me for whatever reason I'm not sure.
going into and out of pubs, asking where she is from friends, anyone.
I was desperate.
I was worried.
I believed everything had happened to Mrs L, including leaving the kids......!
I went back home kids in bed asleep.
I looked out of the front room window, nothing.
The kitchen window. Nothing!
I was losing hope, I had to go to work in the morning.
I phoned family. I phoned friends. Whoever...
Midnight came and went, stood on the front porch.
I think I smoked.....!
Then, as I had one last look by the nearby pub. Lots in them days!
Mrs L appeared around the corner
I was so relieved, I never had the chance or in the dream got the chance to ask.
She climbed the stairs and without a word went straight upstairs and went to sleep...
I just screamed and woke up!
On the subject of some meds, myself & Lauren have been discussing such recently.
As mentioned earlier I had a bad reaction to a similar medication.
If talking therapy, is about relaxing the patient enough to talk about distressing memories.and facing them again ?
Perhaps the medication route is similar, is our conclusion.
But with no 'guardrails' it's a bit more free flowing and chaotic?
On duloxatine (still) I had similar anxiety filled dreams
Mine were more we had parted and everything to get us back together failed.
That aching desperation bringing back the feeling directly after the accident, is what we put that down to.
Which i would say is reasonably what is happening to you, given recent events.
Not pleasant at all, I know
But sometimes having some understanding of the underlying reasons of perhaps what we dream meant, can help ..it did for me, anyway
Hoping for better days ahead for you both
While the washing & Mrs L took a tumble
The dinner she started provided a nice feast as well as a welcome visitor.
I'd call that a honourable draw for the day..
Best wishes to you both
Take care fella.