Had my appointment this morning, DSN was very supportive and it was refreshing to see a friendly face. Firstly, I made it through my appointment without crying (just), for the first time EVER (yay). My hba1c was high (91) which I expected, so I'm back to frequent appointments (also expected), I did bring up the idea of therapy as I've thought about it alot and agree that it could help me out of this negative cycle I keep reliving but she didn't make any suggestions or put forward any referrals so perhaps I'll have to bring this up again at my next appointment and be more forceful with it.
She had a look at my readings from the last couple of weeks and was happy with those as they show that I can do it and my carb counting is good and I'm reacting the way I should be to my readings etc but she does want me testing more often, and obviously wants me taking insulin as I should be doing. Sticking with the libre, she has updated my prescription to a libre 2 so I'm excited to see what they've changed. Any advice on this welcome
Thankyou all for your help and support, tiny steps but I'm optimistic.