I know your problem very well.
Few months ago I had the same problems but I started to handle it.
First believe in you! You can controll or better to say you can manage your diabetes but you need to structure your day a little bit.
Try to start with little steps: Test your bloodsugar 3 times the day.
I have a fantasic app to note my bloodsugar down and to motivate me.
It's an app in which you have to controll your diamonster like a tamagotschi.
You recieve points for testing and noting down your bloodsugar.
Also I know the problem to be afraid of low bloodsugar!
I had and have the same.
I ate much more than I needed to bring my bloodsugar high and tried to keep my bs always high to avoid low bs.
It's hard to give advice but you perhaps it helps to keep in your mind that you want to achieve a good hba1c.
Thats your aim and therefor you need to accept also low bs sometimes.
I hope I could help you at least a little bit and sorry for my Bad english but I'm from Germany and not so skilled in english
Keep in your mind: you can achieve everything you want to!
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