Thank you for your support. It means a lot. Sometimes you wonder if it’s just you who sees the risk.
There have been occasions over the past 6 months when I have seriously doubted my own judgement.
Sometimes it's a case of just stepping back and looking around.
Even those who are minimally affected by the virus are restricted in whom with and under what circumstances they can socialise. Use of public transport is still not encouraged. Parliament is still socially distancing. I doubt they are doing it to be role models! They dont want this virus to spread.
Rules change when it suits the needs of the economy. Care provided by grandparents is a good example. Of course not all grandparents are in a vulnerable group. As for those that are I havent come across any information that either the virus is less infectious if it's in a beloved grandchild or that on the occasions you are with grandchildren your immune system is boosted

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From the outset diabetes has thought to be problematical. Maybe more so now its thought not to be a respiratory problem more a virus that attacks the immune system.
Why does it feel as though we have been thrown to the wolves?
I dont know what the rationale is. Maybe we will get to November and deaths,particularly of vulnerable groups wont have risen. Theres still,I feel, an implication deaths are mainly the elderly. I would love to know what's happening to those who were previously shielded. Are they back in the workforce? Are they still informally shielding?
My concern is that I've never wanted to be part of a group for whom the epitaph is lessons will be learned. Hundreds of frontline workers died in the first wave. Education was under represented as schools weren't running on full capacity.
I suppose it also depends on how much faith you have in the government to protect your wellbeing. Their track record in how they support the long term sick and disabled says it all. Today Universal Credit has been stated as breaching human rights, not that that will be a problem for long!
No one can say definitively how this virus will affect an individual, there are too many individual risk factors,maybe some we are not aware of.
I have never been a gambler and I dont intend to start now.