Hi
me again, I had my assesment for work deemed me moderate risk, work in a emergency control room, advised to stringent social distance which isnt really being done, ive been worrying all the way through , anxiety high got my blood results back yesterday from my latest test over 90 previously i have been 53, 54 ,60 this is the highest i have ever been, since diagnosis, my eating habits not changed and i have been cutting down more and keeping a once a month treat but spoken to my doctor who has upped one of my other tablets to twice a day, and i have to repeat the bloods in 8 weeks. advised stringent social distancing, cant be done where i work they try but too many people, she is giving me a letter not to be off but to advise about the social distancing. I feel so overwhelemed worrying about it all, people are acting like covid is over and it is not.
We have screens in work in front of us but i sit next to someone just about a metre see my first post explaining what i do, not getting much sleep and have a husband at home who is 70 and type 1, anyway going to take this extra tablet and go back in eight weeks but im not calming down, i know i should try but its very hard at the moment.
I have two of the comobilities or what ever you call it sorry if i have it wrong im type 2 high blood pressure but because i lost weight and gone under the bmi of 40 as lost three stone it does not deem me to be mediacally suspended ( should have kept the weight on ) so still working shifts day s and nights and feel drained with the worry. I used to be ok and managed quite well but this covid as really messed me up just worrying about it, I had a antibody test which was negative not sure if it would have been better if it came back positive thanks all