**Trigger warning**
Firstly I wanna apologise for not responding to my other posts. I had a mental break down. And I went back to my old ways of Self Harm. I've been in a really dark bad place. And barely holding on.so I'm sorry for the negative posts and sorry for not responding. I hope you are all well and doing ok ?
My mum had a blood test not fasting to check how blood sugar levels as she was diagnosed as diabetic last December. I got a text saying everything came back normal no need for intervention for now. I was completely confused and relieved but anxious . I phoned the secretary just repeated what the text said. So I sent a request asking the doctor to phone me. They just did I missed it. The phoned once sent a voicemail and said her blood test is normal. I phoned the secretary hoping to speak to a doctor they said no need her bloodtest is fine. I said but I don't understand what this means. I asked about her diabetes. She said your mum is gonna be diabetic all her life just keep giving her her meds and stick with the food I'm giving her. I said oh ok thankyou.
I cannot believe I missed the call. I feel so stupid and disappointed in myself. I also feel helpless confused and alone. We have no one in our lives to help us. And I feel tossed to the side.
Could anyone please explain her test results please. I don't know what this means. And the little bit of hope of had has just been trampled on.
All of this is so hard and isolating. It sucks when family and society doesn't care.
I would like to say thank you all for being my rock. I honestly think I would be alot worst if it wasn't for all of you. Thank you.
Firstly I wanna apologise for not responding to my other posts. I had a mental break down. And I went back to my old ways of Self Harm. I've been in a really dark bad place. And barely holding on.so I'm sorry for the negative posts and sorry for not responding. I hope you are all well and doing ok ?
My mum had a blood test not fasting to check how blood sugar levels as she was diagnosed as diabetic last December. I got a text saying everything came back normal no need for intervention for now. I was completely confused and relieved but anxious . I phoned the secretary just repeated what the text said. So I sent a request asking the doctor to phone me. They just did I missed it. The phoned once sent a voicemail and said her blood test is normal. I phoned the secretary hoping to speak to a doctor they said no need her bloodtest is fine. I said but I don't understand what this means. I asked about her diabetes. She said your mum is gonna be diabetic all her life just keep giving her her meds and stick with the food I'm giving her. I said oh ok thankyou.
I cannot believe I missed the call. I feel so stupid and disappointed in myself. I also feel helpless confused and alone. We have no one in our lives to help us. And I feel tossed to the side.
Could anyone please explain her test results please. I don't know what this means. And the little bit of hope of had has just been trampled on.
All of this is so hard and isolating. It sucks when family and society doesn't care.
I would like to say thank you all for being my rock. I honestly think I would be alot worst if it wasn't for all of you. Thank you.