Because of Christmas I doubt you will get to see your doc. I will say again, you need to see a doc, go to A&E.
You are only hurting yourself and you are deluding yourself that without direct medical intervention that you can gain control. You are dismissive of people trying to help you.
You have no control you are grasping at straws to not do anything except eat more things that are only harming you.
I have done everything I can to help until you help yourself properly, I will not post any more. I have never done that before, but I think I'm wasting my time.
You do not digest carbs properly, you hypo, you are not getting better, you need help, go get it!
Best wishes
Nosher