my diabetes hasn't been controlled since I was diagnosed. Always high, ketones, DKA every few weeks. I sometimes go low, last low recorded was 2.3 at 2 o'clock in the morning. I have been told I could and would be eligible for the freestyle libre. Being told I could have it next time I go to the clinic. Now I'm being told its only being funded for pregnant diabetics, once again are "loving caring" NHS has lied to me, put my hopes up and let me down, not the first time this has happened, I've recorded that it's happened over 20 times, being told I'll be able to have "this, that and everything" then being told no. They sit there and moan at me for uncontrolled diabetes but they are not supporting me or anything. I have had to wait 7 MONTHS for another appointment at the clinic??? How is this supporting me? I'm getting sick of the NHS and soon might tell them I'm not going to the clinic anymore or that I'm not going to the doctors anymore, I just get moaned at, lectured like a little kid, I can't cope anymore, they are making me depressed, suicidal. The DSN moaned at me because my mum couldn't come home from work??? She can't help that her boss is uncaring and unsupportive!! What should I do? As I don't think I can take this much more, soon I'm just gonna snap and punch the DSN, can't have another one because I've fallen out with them aswell!!!