I've been to Disneyland Paris... Guess what, you can go low carb there. Just order meat, (even a burger is cool, with usually no more than 5 grams of carbs total, IF you just tell them to hold the bun! It feels like a life-hack, but it works.). They have excellent steaks, burgers, poultry, fish, salads and what have you in the restaurants, you shouldn't have any trouble going low carb and still thoroughly enjoying the meals. It's Disney: they live to cater to your every need and desire, and take that seriously. And I seem to remember boiled eggs, bacon and the like for breakfast. And should you fall off the wagon for an evening or so, well... You wouldn't be the first on holiday to do that. Just get right back on straight after. You'll be walking an awful lot there, so that'll help keep your sugars lower as well. Don't let T2 take the joy out of your trip. It's the happiest place on earth, even for people like us.
When I was first diagnosed I used to wake with a wet face: seems like I didn't cry enough during the day, I had to continue in my sleep. It's all part an parcel of this whole T2 thing, but it will get better. You got dealt a bad hand more than once in life, so yeah... Tears are more than allowed. As for doing it to yourself: no, you didn't. You couldn't know you couldn't handle carbs as other "regular" people do. That's genetics for you. Besides that, quite a few people with T2 are prone to depression. And we get it BEFORE T2, so it can't be blamed on that. It's all hormones, body chemicals, and all out of whack... Not something you should blame on yourself. It's DNA, there's no fighting that when you don't know what's up. But now you know carbs don't pass through you like they do through others. Now you can do something.
There's hope yet.
We are the lucky ones, We who got a diagnosis of T2DM and could head off further damage.
When I got diagnosed, I then found out through research, and asking everybody and anybody all manner of questions, I then found out that this condition runs in my family on my fathers side very-very strongly. My Father had 3 brothers, Both he and 2 of his brothers have passed, all from complications of diabetes. The last remaining brother has CVD and he is only 66yrs old.
My sister had gestational diabetes 19yrs ago. Once she had the baby, we assumed the diabetes had resolved. Little did we know that damage was going on unbeknownst to her/us all.
One of my brothers died suddenly from a heart attack, he/we did not know he had diabetes, he was only 40yrs old when he passed.
Then 6yrs ago my sister who had gestational diabetes fell ill. as it turned out, she had stage 4 liver 'whatchamacallit'.
Its only as I got diagnosed and began to dig deep and far and wide into the aetiology of this condition, did I realise that for her, liver problems is the route her own dysregulation appeared to wreak havoc.
Yet her BG though elevated was in the so called 'Range', she never drank, and was the slim one amongst us.
I have scores of relatives who dropped dead from heart attacks, non ketotic comas, (they did not even know they were diabetic) some had HBP etc. I am truly grateful for this diagnosis, for so many reasons.
I got a chance to do something. This is the best time to have this diagnosis.
We can access information, share said information and not only that, support, reassure and enlighten each other.
The vain me finally got a chance to rock all the beautiful clothes I always craved, low carb enabled me to achieve normal weight.
The serious me, feels lucky that I was given a chance to dodge a speeding truck, that my genetics put me on a collision path with.