- Messages
- 14
- Type of diabetes
- Type 1
- Treatment type
- Insulin
- Dislikes
- Being categorised with Type 2 diabetics
I have had Type 1 Diabetes since 1968/69. Things were a lot different then. Weighing everything, not allowed to eat many things, using wee and water with clinitest tablets to check sugar levels and many negative feelings about having Diabetes. 53 years I have struggled thinking that I could just ignore my condition. After many many serious issues with h my health which included heart bypass surgery and now being 63 I am thinking more about what I should have done and blame myself for not taking this condition seriously. I thought I could just be like everyone else but back then I should have taken more care. I am a very strong willed person and I think this had a detrimental effect on my health. I am angry at the help people get now, even though more is know about Diabetes now. I can not move on from the issues I faced when first diagnosed such as being stuck on a dinner table, in senior school, on my own with the dinner lady plonking my lunch on table and stating that I had to finish it all as she stood over me to watch me eat. I understand that my life expectancy is reduced if I do not get control but it is so hard I am even thinking about hypnosis. The diabetes nurse has said that I am not alone with this but it is not talked about. There is mainly positive things advertised about Diabetes bit what about the negatives some of us have faced for years. I need to move forward and this is a way of doing it as I have hidden my condition for most of my life.