i have been t2 for 5yrs now i am insulin dependant along with 2grams of metformina day also simvasatin and gavapentin for pain in legs arms all over my body and cocodamol 30/500 i have been taken these for the last 5yrs or so and yes i watch everything i eat and try to keep with my life style my hb1 was 17 last time and has been more than this in times b4 my feet are so sore on the soles i can bear to walk at times i keep a lot of this to myself at home and my work place as i need to work to pay bills i have a 3yrs old son and it kills me not to be able to do things i should do with him i no i will probuluary not be here for him when he gets into his teens the way my health is at this time i feel i am not helping matters in the family home my wife knows there is more going on than i say as we dont have sex as much as i feel to much pain during and after this i have now got to the end of my tither and have though of ending it but i keep stopping myself due to my wee boy i love him so and i dont want to upset him or my wife but we have debts and these could all be fixed if you follow me i am writing this and the thoughts are going over and over in my head as i do this ...how do you get on with this