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- 63
- Type of diabetes
- Type 1
- Treatment type
- Insulin
- Dislikes
- HIGH blood sugars!
So I know I haven't been on the forum for a very long time but it's because my diabetes management has been going very well recently.
So 2 weeks back my diabetes behaved itself so well that 1 hour after meal my blood sugars were 5.0 and didn't go low my ratio was so good and I thought I'd finally beaten this disease but....
starting about 2 weeks ago the insulin just seems to have stoped working!!
All of a sudden I was having post meal spikes of 15.0 on the same ratio!!
I've been so depressed over Christmas and I can't cope with this anymore after 2 weeks of hell!!!
So for the past 2 months I haven't seen a sugar above 8.0 and all of a sudden now above 8.0 is always to be expected!!
My carbohydrate ratio as 1:20 now it's 1:3!!
And despite it being 1:3 I still get post meal even after 2 hours of 10.0!!
Correction don't really work and last night I got so mad that I injected intravenously (which I know is very dangerous)
My sugar dropped to 0.9 now most people would find that scary but to me it was the best thing to happen to me in 2 weeks!!!
This morning I thought I would brave 2 puce she of toast and I injected 20 units for them but right now my blood sugar is 9.0!!!
I have an appointment coming up and my excellent hba1c of 5.1% is going to be up because of this stupid 2 weeks.
I can't handle these numbers they are emotionalllg killing me, I've changed my lantus up to 25 units at night still no change.
My cartridges of insulin I've changed then many times but still no change.
There is no point contacting my DSN because she always just puts it off and get never seem to listen!!
I want lows I'm going to keep myself in permanent state of lows over the next few days to conteract it !!!
This disease is ruining my life and I sometimes feel as if I can't go on!!
Please just some support and help and kind words would be wonderful just to make me feel that little bit better.
So 2 weeks back my diabetes behaved itself so well that 1 hour after meal my blood sugars were 5.0 and didn't go low my ratio was so good and I thought I'd finally beaten this disease but....
starting about 2 weeks ago the insulin just seems to have stoped working!!
All of a sudden I was having post meal spikes of 15.0 on the same ratio!!
I've been so depressed over Christmas and I can't cope with this anymore after 2 weeks of hell!!!
So for the past 2 months I haven't seen a sugar above 8.0 and all of a sudden now above 8.0 is always to be expected!!
My carbohydrate ratio as 1:20 now it's 1:3!!
And despite it being 1:3 I still get post meal even after 2 hours of 10.0!!
Correction don't really work and last night I got so mad that I injected intravenously (which I know is very dangerous)
My sugar dropped to 0.9 now most people would find that scary but to me it was the best thing to happen to me in 2 weeks!!!
This morning I thought I would brave 2 puce she of toast and I injected 20 units for them but right now my blood sugar is 9.0!!!
I have an appointment coming up and my excellent hba1c of 5.1% is going to be up because of this stupid 2 weeks.
I can't handle these numbers they are emotionalllg killing me, I've changed my lantus up to 25 units at night still no change.
My cartridges of insulin I've changed then many times but still no change.
There is no point contacting my DSN because she always just puts it off and get never seem to listen!!
I want lows I'm going to keep myself in permanent state of lows over the next few days to conteract it !!!
This disease is ruining my life and I sometimes feel as if I can't go on!!
Please just some support and help and kind words would be wonderful just to make me feel that little bit better.