High sugar through the night so I'm awake again but this time my cheeky money woke for a wee too. We are now watching blaze on repeat.

I want good sleep and my bed. I guess I'd better turn the heating up. Cold morning and very windy here.
Oh I think I'm losing heart on lchf again. I need to either do it properly or not at all.
I can see great bgs with insulin too but I can honestly say it cannot keep me med free. Maybe because I was eating too much protein that was producing huge amounts of blood glucose too. Obviously not as much as sugar or carbs but still higher than I'd prefer. If I have to inject insulin which covers carbs too why am I struggling to keep to lchf without weight loss?
I think I will give low carb less protein one more shot as you know they say "god loves a trier".
My trouble is my personality. I get bored with the same routine, very quickly. I know having to readapt for the toddler is unsettling too so considering I think I do very well.
I'm just concerned that my fight will be all out by the time I have the time to just concentrate on me.
Hubby seems more settled lately but he can have flare ups when we least expect too.
Maybe I need a deserted island and wifi all to myself. Ha ha
A tired Vicky moaning. Sorry.