Thank you I do need that luck. I can lose weight overnight but take years to put on weight. I don't look too good at the moment and dread of a surgery I might have to have. The thing is I still feel scared every time I eat, I almost became a vegetarian. My diet at the moment is very low carbs, little meat or fish, little dairy products, little fruits, more of green vegs that I don't think provide me much of protein.. How I wish I had a dietitian who can tell me what to eat... Having diabetes is hard enough, cholesterol on top of that makes it double hard for me...If only human being could live on just breathing air...life would be so much better..., don't you think?
I think you are falling into a fairly common trap.
You read that LCHF is good for a diabetic.
So you cut right back on your carbohydrates.
However you are still burdened by decades of propaganda that fat is bad and so you are afraid to eat fat. You say that your cholesterol is high, so it would be useful if you could post the numbers, including a breakdown into LDL, HDL and triglycerides. There is a NICE guideline that for a diabetic, total cholesterol should be no higher than 4. This may be out of date. Anyway, being seriously under weight might be far more harmful than elevated cholesterol.
You say "The thing is I still feel scared every time I eat," which is not a good thing.
Eat more protein. Eat a lot more fat. You need to eat a healthy diet with plenty of protein and fat, and build yourself up. Especially if you think you may have to have surgery. Surgeons like patients who are over weight because the survival statistics are better.
You say "My diet at the moment is very low carbs, little meat or fish," when you should be saying "loads of meat and fish". You can't cut out carbohydrates and at the same time cut back on the other major food groups.
Bottom line; at the moment you seem to have an eating disorder because you are afraid to eat. Any dietitian would tell you this. Eat a little more every day and try and significantly increase the high fat dairy, that is full fat cheese and double cream.
Ignore the cholesterol for the moment and concentrate on getting back to a normal weight. You can review your lipid profile once you are a sensible weight, and fine tune your diet then if it still needs it.
Forget what my cholesterol is currently but it is just below 7 IIRC. However the ratios seem fine so the HCPs are all smiles.