Good Evening to all my lovely friends on the
www.diabetes.co.uk Type 2 Life forum for today, Sunday 15th May, 2016,
I am writing to post that I had a very stressful day today when I noticed due to my carelessness that I'd misplaced my blood glucose meter and experienced inherent anxiety and some animosity towards my friend Lee who I have been observed by care providers of being exploited by. After I had a meltdown, manifest in my autistic spectrum disability and making accusative remarks about how his friend who visitted the other night who another friend informed my was a thief due to her substance misuse problem, Lee refused to speak to me telling me to go away but with some hurtful and colourful language. Lee has a diagnosis of addictive personality and paranoid schizophrenia with occasional suicidal ideation. He has been known to target vulnerable adults to finance his substance abuse habit and extort money from those individuals without mental capacity as I have been diagnosed of being susceptible to with my ASD,
I have been feeling depressed all day and somewhat cheated and taken advantage of and deeply worried about how I'm going to test my blood glucose and record it on
www.diabetes.co.uk/low carb website but another friend, a supportive friend who doesn't take advantage of me and advises me when I'm being 'taken for a ride' said I can approach my health centre and explain to them what happened and request a new meter. I could do with a new one so this was good advice because the meter I misplaced was low in LCD batteries and I was using the finger pricker from a previous meter called One Touch Verio and not changing the lancets very much of it.
I've also ordered a free blood glucose meter through this organisation, namely
www.diabetes.co.uk, but not this forum, but the wider organisation, so I may not have to approach the health centre.
I feel a bit better now but have next to no appetite and haven't eaten much today apart from some food my Greek friend Ioanna gave me and a couple of slices of Marmite on Toast.
I believe as well as having ASD I am also susceptible to a clinical depression diagnosis.
I can't take my blood glucose but take care everyone and thanks for being there for me with your awesome advice and humanitarianism.
Johnny Baker
Sufferer of autistic spectrum disability and clinical depression.