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I'm sitting here writing this crying my eyes out, rushed to hospital on Christmas day with DKA with the doctors repeatedly telling my family how sick I was, we had no idea what was going on, that day has changed my life forever, currently battling heart disease aswell having open heart surgery in 2017 and that also killing me, and now this, I'm anxious about everything now, I'm stressed about it all, it's out of my control and I hate not being in control, my heart medication mask out hypos so I've only experienced symptoms of one out of seven, this scares the **** out of me cause we no how dangerous not treating hypos can get, the only place I feel safe is in my own home. I'm also Coeliac so carb counting has been very hard for me and confusing, that's had a stop to it until I see a nurse, insulin seems to be helping bring down my sugars now, my bilirubin in my liver is borderline and my hba1c bloods were 80% but apparently this is normal considering I've known about this a month!! Please someone tell me this get a easier, it's all very well my family saying there here for me and it will get better, but they aren't going through it! Hardest thing ever for to get my head round. I keep hoping it's just a dream them bam reality kicks in!