Thank you so much for your lovely, supportive and helpful post
@catherinecherub
Reading that has made me feel a whole lot better.
I have, and do, blame myself for my diabetes, but having read your post, I'm going to have a mind change, thank you for giving me the motivation and kick up the backside that I needed.
I also suffer from depression and anxiety, not brought on by the diabetes, have suffered for most of my adult life, no doubt the diabetes may make it a little worse, I'm not sure, but I have very negative thoughts about myself and what I look like regarding my weight, I often think that people probably look at me and think "well it's her fault she's diabetic, look how fat she is"!
What they don't know is that I have had many emotional problems that I've had to face, mostly in my childhood, and it's through that, that I began to use food as a source of comfort, I was overweight as a child too.
The one thing I can't bare are people who are judgmental, they stand on their pedestal, looking down on others, when they really know absolutely nothing about the person that they are just about to rip apart, they also have no concept or understanding of how their words are going to impact on that person.
It does make me very sad when I see and hear the stupid, irresponsible things that the media and Jo Public say about diabetes.
I fully agree with you in the way you look at it, it really doesn't matter 2 hoots how we ended up with diabetes, it's a serious condition that we've got and that we have to live with.
So let's all hold our heads up high, be proud or who we are, we're the ones facing the daily challenges that our diabetes provides us with, we can do it! and we WILL do it.