Thanks mike , got everything crossed.....You'll be fine Clive
I just want to keep doing what im doing and resisting temptation all around me. Ive been good today even though I was reduced to tears in my local council office and felt like binging i didn't, and had my usual salad for lunch once Id got home and pulled myself together. I did forget to test before i ate however. So maybe half a brownie point for me perhaps?Good afternoon, Muggle and Scottie,
Right ladies, no slacking while our Clive is away.
He has given ALL of us help, advice and support.
I need to order more strips for my meter and work hard on my portion size.
Scottie, what are your aims for the next few days?
Muggle, same for you?
You'll be fine Scottie ...... I can "see' It in your attitude. Improvements all the time and if there is one major hurdle to jump, it's the mental side of things. You appear, to me at least, to have made some great strides. Do NOT ever become disheartened
I just want to keep doing what im doing and resisting temptation all around me. Ive been good today even though I was reduced to tears in my local council office and felt like binging i didn't, and had my usual salad for lunch once Id got home and pulled myself together. I did forget to test before i ate however. So maybe half a brownie point for me perhaps?
I can't believe they made you cry Muggle, how horrible! Are you feeling any better now, I hope so. You did so well resisting the temptation, great stuff!
My BG is still too high, not sure what I am doing wrong as having no sugar at all. That I know of anyway, so will be working on bringing that down Milly, and also working on portion size though I don't have many full meals.
I apologise if I make any spelling mistakes but I am having trouble seei.ng properly. Am really worried about it.
I sat up until 3.20am this morning and still didn't sleep, it's really getting me down. I take sleeping tablets so am not sure why they are not working at the moment.
Apart from all that, I am thinking about Clive, and also determined to carry on with this way of life. It's not as hard as I thought it would be, having tried so many diets over the years; which I gave up on. This feels totally different and I am much more positive. Hope everybody else is as well.
Well im back up in the high 8s again today Scottie. No idea why, ive eaten the same today as yesterday. Only difference is that i woke up feeling really down, the black cloud has reappeared, i have a rotten headache and have cried almost all day.I can't believe they made you cry Muggle, how horrible! Are you feeling any better now, I hope so. You did so well resisting the temptation, great stuff!
My BG is still too high, not sure what I am doing wrong as having no sugar at all. That I know of anyway, so will be working on bringing that down Milly, and also working on portion size though I don't have many full meals.
I apologise if I make any spelling mistakes but I am having trouble seei.ng properly. Am really worried about it.
I sat up until 3.20am this morning and still didn't sleep, it's really getting me down. I take sleeping tablets so am not sure why they are not working at the moment.
Apart from all that, I am thinking about Clive, and also determined to carry on with this way of life. It's not as hard as I thought it would be, having tried so many diets over the years; which I gave up on. This feels totally different and I am much more positive. Hope everybody else is as well.
You know I only went in to inform them of a change in circumstance-that being my daughter getting a job. This woman who served me looked at me like I am scum and spoke to me in a way i wouldn't speak to a dog. I kept my manners and tried to carry on but she kept being so **** abrupt and rude and eying me up and down so walked out. I tried to tell the receptionist what was wrong and I just collapsed in a heap of tears. I didn't ask to be in the situation im in, I didn't ask for my husband to cheat, i didn't dream of being a single parent living on the bread line. I have a young son with Aspergers who needs pretty much constant supervision at night because he will wake and either play Xbox, raid the fridge or wander off. Sometimes I feel like this is a living hell, I never get more than a few hours sleep at night and it doesn't take much to make me low, especially as I have no confidence to start with. I was brought up to respect people and have good manners, my 3 have been brought up exactly the same and I expect nothing less from others. Sorry to dump all this on you, it just hurt to be judged so negativelyYou are, very strong, WELL DONE!
I'm sure if that had been me I would have gone straight for the crisps and then washed it down with a large glass of wine.
I hope you manage to get things sorted soon.
Hey , im out and back home after having day surgery, i'm told they removed some lumps.....will find out more when i go back on march the 9 th........at the moment the pain killers are blocking most of the pain....but i know it'll be sore when it wears of a bit, still got plenty paracetamols though....thanks for your support it has really helped:)Good afternoon, Muggle and Scottie,
Right ladies, no slacking while our Clive is away.
He has given ALL of us help, advice and support.
I need to order more strips for my meter and work hard on my portion size.
Scottie, what are your aims for the next few days?
Muggle, same for you?
Yay great to see you back, didn't expect it to Be so soon! Lovely to hear you're not feeling too grotty so farHey , im out and back home after having day surgery, i'm told they removed some lumps.....will find out more when i go back on march the 9 th........at the moment the pain killers are blocking most of the pain....but i know it'll be sore when it wears of a bit, still got plenty paracetamols though....thanks for your support it has really helped:)
Hey , im out and back home after having day surgery, i'm told they removed some lumps.....will find out more when i go back on march the 9 th........at the moment the pain killers are blocking most of the pain....but i know it'll be sore when it wears of a bit, still got plenty paracetamols though....thanks for your support it has really helped:)
Hi scottie , i had my surgery and im out, they have removed some lumps from my prostate and i have to go back on the 9th march . Other than that i feel sore but ok, thanks for your support and kindness :)I can't believe they made you cry Muggle, how horrible! Are you feeling any better now, I hope so. You did so well resisting the temptation, great stuff!
My BG is still too high, not sure what I am doing wrong as having no sugar at all. That I know of anyway, so will be working on bringing that down Milly, and also working on portion size though I don't have many full meals.
I apologise if I make any spelling mistakes but I am having trouble seei.ng properly. Am really worried about it.
I sat up until 3.20am this morning and still didn't sleep, it's really getting me down. I take sleeping tablets so am not sure why they are not working at the moment.
Apart from all that, I am thinking about Clive, and also determined to carry on with this way of life. It's not as hard as I thought it would be, having tried so many diets over the years; which I gave up on. This feels totally different and I am much more positive. Hope everybody else is as well.
Hi muggle, so sorry to hear how you were offended and not looked after, hope your ok now! Nice to hear your daughter has got a job, you must be well pleased,give her my love and a kiss from me:) you are a lady in the proper sense of the word so keep a stiff upper.......and carry on regardless :)You know I only went in to inform them of a change in circumstance-that being my daughter getting a job. This woman who served me looked at me like I am scum and spoke to me in a way i wouldn't speak to a dog. I kept my manners and tried to carry on but she kept being so **** abrupt and rude and eying me up and down so walked out. I tried to tell the receptionist what was wrong and I just collapsed in a heap of tears. I didn't ask to be in the situation im in, I didn't ask for my husband to cheat, i didn't dream of being a single parent living on the bread line. I have a young son with Aspergers who needs pretty much constant supervision at night because he will wake and either play Xbox, raid the fridge or wander off. Sometimes I feel like this is a living hell, I never get more than a few hours sleep at night and it doesn't take much to make me low, especially as I have no confidence to start with. I was brought up to respect people and have good manners, my 3 have been brought up exactly the same and I expect nothing less from others. Sorry to dump all this on you, it just hurt to be judged so negatively
Im siting on thirty thousand cushions and yeoch it smarts, but hey, the team at guys were very good, lots to be thankful for , and it cheered me up thinking of my friends here giving me lots of support and i thank you very much:)Was thinking of you today Clive. Glad it's all over for now. Put your feet up and relax.
You know I only went in to inform them of a change in circumstance-that being my daughter getting a job. This woman who served me looked at me like I am scum and spoke to me in a way i wouldn't speak to a dog. I kept my manners and tried to carry on but she kept being so **** abrupt and rude and eying me up and down so walked out. I tried to tell the receptionist what was wrong and I just collapsed in a heap of tears. I didn't ask to be in the situation im in, I didn't ask for my husband to cheat, i didn't dream of being a single parent living on the bread line. I have a young son with Aspergers who needs pretty much constant supervision at night because he will wake and either play Xbox, raid the fridge or wander off. Sometimes I feel like this is a living hell, I never get more than a few hours sleep at night and it doesn't take much to make me low, especially as I have no confidence to start with. I was brought up to respect people and have good manners, my 3 have been brought up exactly the same and I expect nothing less from others. Sorry to dump all this on you, it just hurt to be judged so negatively