Morning, whoa there
@jonniey, that is far too drastic
As a great friend on here said in a post about me, I have someone now, but it took a while. I was on my own for over 10 years because I wanted to bring up my young child safely and to focus on her.
I am 58, so not a thirty something anymore, even though I don't feel it and have not changed in decades.
You know when you want and need something, often you can't find it because yo are so desperate to get it and it's no where or not the right thing ie, colour or size, then one day you pass by a shop window or someone makes a comment and bingo, there is it.
It's about trying to being positive ( which can be hard at times, as I wanted to give up so many times and I thought it would never, ever happen) but it has. If your mind is full of negativity, your body and your outlook will show this and that's a no, no.
Here's a link, which may help. Also a change of hairstyle and clothes could help, it's a refreshing makeover
Can you tell us, how old you are, your interests, a little more of your background ?
http://www.evanmarckatz.com/blog/sex/im-a-40-year-old-man-who-has-never-had-a-girlfriend-or-sex/