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Hi everyone, my name is Nick.
I am a new member and I am in denial. I have been suffering for the last 3-4 years. And the time has come to get some help from the pro's.
My background:
I am 26, lead quite an active lifestyle, full time student, part time job washing dishes. I was diagnosed in 2007 and it hurt to hear those words. I love my food, drink less than a pint of alcohol per day (hardly ever because I don't like the taste). My long time girlfriend Mel has been a rock, stating that she will do everything she can to help. I am being stubborn and selfish and have only just realised that this is now becoming very serious. The problems have started to occur thick and fast.
My dosage:
This is odd. I have no clue how to work out what I need to inject and how to calculate carbs etc. I have no idea what the jargon means either. Whenever I test my sugars they are very high, sometimes not even reading because they are over 33.3....(not sure what the terminology is for this either).
I am still injecting though. I am injecting around 14-16 novorapid before each meal. I know this is wrong as this is still the exact amount that my diabetic nurse asked me to start off with around 4 years ago.
Writing this down has actually helped me realise how stupid I am actually being. I really just need some help. When I have been back to see my diabetic 'specialist' they have done nothing but patronise me the whole time. Although I know they are only trying to help, I really hate hospitals.
I am injecting myself in the stomach because the advise given was to inject below the belly button. I have noticed that my stomach has bulged slightly. I used to have a nice flat stomach, is there another site that would be better 'on the go' when in public and will be stomach bulge decrease?I cannot remember a time when my sugars have been less than 10. I really need some help but feel wrong asking people for help when I have been so stupid with my control. If I could see a solution written down in black and white it would feel amazing.
Also I play indoor football once a week. Although I take a fizzy drink with me I am worried.
I feel fine in myself generally. I am worried that when I am low I am damaging my body when I 'binge' eat a whole cake or a bag of chocolates to get myself to feeling normal. Oh God, even writing it makes me feel stupid.
I know I am ranting, but I feel I need to get it all down to give everyone the best possible outlook of my ways. Any help would be great.
Today is the start of my new year, I cannot wait to get my life on track, I just need a bit of friendly guidance.
Thank you all for listening to my life changing plea. Hope to hear from someone soon. Nick
I am a new member and I am in denial. I have been suffering for the last 3-4 years. And the time has come to get some help from the pro's.
My background:
I am 26, lead quite an active lifestyle, full time student, part time job washing dishes. I was diagnosed in 2007 and it hurt to hear those words. I love my food, drink less than a pint of alcohol per day (hardly ever because I don't like the taste). My long time girlfriend Mel has been a rock, stating that she will do everything she can to help. I am being stubborn and selfish and have only just realised that this is now becoming very serious. The problems have started to occur thick and fast.
My dosage:
This is odd. I have no clue how to work out what I need to inject and how to calculate carbs etc. I have no idea what the jargon means either. Whenever I test my sugars they are very high, sometimes not even reading because they are over 33.3....(not sure what the terminology is for this either).
I am still injecting though. I am injecting around 14-16 novorapid before each meal. I know this is wrong as this is still the exact amount that my diabetic nurse asked me to start off with around 4 years ago.
Writing this down has actually helped me realise how stupid I am actually being. I really just need some help. When I have been back to see my diabetic 'specialist' they have done nothing but patronise me the whole time. Although I know they are only trying to help, I really hate hospitals.
I am injecting myself in the stomach because the advise given was to inject below the belly button. I have noticed that my stomach has bulged slightly. I used to have a nice flat stomach, is there another site that would be better 'on the go' when in public and will be stomach bulge decrease?I cannot remember a time when my sugars have been less than 10. I really need some help but feel wrong asking people for help when I have been so stupid with my control. If I could see a solution written down in black and white it would feel amazing.
Also I play indoor football once a week. Although I take a fizzy drink with me I am worried.
I feel fine in myself generally. I am worried that when I am low I am damaging my body when I 'binge' eat a whole cake or a bag of chocolates to get myself to feeling normal. Oh God, even writing it makes me feel stupid.
I know I am ranting, but I feel I need to get it all down to give everyone the best possible outlook of my ways. Any help would be great.
Today is the start of my new year, I cannot wait to get my life on track, I just need a bit of friendly guidance.
Thank you all for listening to my life changing plea. Hope to hear from someone soon. Nick