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What was your fasting blood glucose? (full on chat)


Sounds really good @ianpspurs

3 masks???

 
I have decided I am not coming back until I get some kind of meaningful job. It is just too hard to have people cheerfully tell me "oh things will get better, you'll see" when quite clearly for someone in my circumstances they will not, any time soon.
I can't even afford to have a Libre sensor for a full month. THAT is the reality of my situation - not some self-indulgent moaning. The last straw was hearing a colleague who clearly has NO tennis knowledge making basic errors and a complete lack of research. This is my bread and butter knowledge but it is who you know, not what you know and after 8 full years being on the outside looking in... I just can't anymore. It makes no difference how hard I work. None.

I have NO guaranteed income and am living hand to mouth and have been since the summer. For anyone who has been in this situation then you know how it feels and more importantly HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW. So while it may well turn around, right NOW I am in a deep dark hole.
If you don't know how that feels then think yourself lucky and keep your fortune cookie sentiments to yourself.

I may be back if I find work. If I don't, then I won't.

All the best.
 
 
I do know what this is like @RFSMarch
The bottomless pit of despair got bigger, wider and deeper, into freefall, and no hope of any future. And the despair and hopelessness goes on day after day.
My life has been this.
But I am still here.
And I look on each day with new fresh eyes. Some days I am more successful than others.

In other people’s eyes I have had a successful life, overcoming obstacles they could not.

I remember everything.


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Not a bad work of art you would have no idea you were working with damaged tools. Pleased Popeye is OK. Hug. For missing finger print, now is your chance to misbehave so there may be some benefits from the accident with the knife.
 
Throwback Thursday thought for today...
Happy Jeudi tous!

PS 2 hours after breakfast, bloods are 5.4 - seems the Covid vaccination after effects from the Astra Zeneca jab are over... View attachment 47819
You mean TVs are no longer looking like this, you will be telling me they are in colour next. I must catch up, I am Mrs MCs remote.
 
Good news on your checkup.
 
Not a bad work of art you would have no idea you were working with damaged tools. Pleased Popeye is OK. Hug. For missing finger print, now is your chance to misbehave so there may be some benefits from the accident with the knife.

Thank you for the painting compliment @Muddy Cyclist
Popeye is mithering me for more food now, so I am happy to oblige!
I was wondering about that...misbehaving....
 
I may be back if I find work. If I don't, then I won't.
Come back when you are ready and when you feel able to face the world again. There is real concern and care in this corner of the forum, limited as our efforts to offer support are they are well meant and it would be good to now how your future works out, which it surely will. I sincerely hope you managed to climb out of this dark place really quickly.
 
Today's Lent poem is actually last Friday's read here by some young upstart called Gambon. Apparently, it has been turned into many a song including a favourite of mine largely because of The Edge and pulsing base - also sums up me and LC. Here's Donovan's take on it. Finally, since you've been good boys-n-gels here's Malcolm Guite. Oddly, I'm in quite a good mood today.
 
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Ouch poor ol @alf_Josiah

But in a "don't shoot the messenger" type way

We all care on here. Not sure what we can honestly really say that's helpful.
But we do try & hope for the best for all among us.

Much, as it must seem our own problems are the only ones.
On a sensible day, we know others face similar or worse trials in their lives.

Does it help at the time, definitely not,
But we've all been similar places, for sure.

Pretty sure I've gone off the head once or twice, and others have stood back, and let me rant.

Then calmly gave me some understanding, ignored it, & when I settled down, patiently resumed offering helpful ( or not ) advice.

As said, we all have bad days where it's hard to keep a lid on our feelings & stress.

I hope yours resolve in some small way.
And we see you back well before that time
Aka tomorrow


If not, at least when your ready new job/career or not.

Take care.
 
Great news Ian...
 
I had the AZ vaccine and it played havoc with my blood sugars all the way to 12+ - now settled down in the 5s and low 6s on FBG as usual. I'm fine now...and glad you're recovering...
 


Sending you all the very best from deepest NE Somerset. There's a lot of virtual support here...and I am going to admit something which very few people have been told (not even my daughters) so you know you're not alone.

In my third year at university the family split up and I ended up on the street. Homeless. A very long story.

I sat my exams whilst studying in the night shelter, sometimes on a park bench. I was very frightened and had nothing. I was also acutely embarrassed. Sometimes hungry and always very alone.

This continued for another year. I got a first class degree somehow and a job followed. I then went on and completed a PhD. I won't bore you with the rest. It's not that interesting anyway...

No-one knows how you feel inside that's very true - but I'm here and I'm sure we all are here to provide what virtual comfort we can. Anytime.

Please take care of yourself.
 

I can understand that, Muddy!
I guess they were all frightened of that big guy who stood on the LHS of the group photo!
 
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