Hi all.
BG...a sneaky 7.7
Must mean something somewhere in the world.
Using painkillers a tad more of late, been doing more, so it hurts more, kinda makes sense.....ish.
Busy week or so
Big bike needed MOT....(tax running out, rather then ability to ride )
Good friend came over to ride it for me.
A bit of a kerfuffle once at shop, not booked in, they said .
.....oh how we laughter afterwards ..lol.
Anyway... management on scene, corporate decision made, mot undertaken
Failed...loose chain,
Mmhhh....that wasn't loose earlier...mmhh
Turns out it was,...guess all the standing around this year, a little rust had held it tighten, & the run to shop loosened it.
More kerfuffle to get it retested..
Again manager brilliant..."just test chain."
So end of day...she passed.
Taxed & up to date...happy boy.
Able to do more, so mentally good for me to be tinkering with bikes.
Spoken to so many who thought I'd moved away..been nice.
A little tidying up of scooter, which was always my intention ..main reason for buying it to learn a little skills in the running & repair of these unknown beasts.
Similar but different to the motorcycle.
Due to confined space around engine, can't do much spannering due to my hand at moment.
Turned my eye to the more presentational.
Makes little odds , I won't be riding for a while but after so long untended a little TLC, won't harm it .
Therapy going ok.
Just for interest, I've learnt a lot about how the mind works during this process
Two sides of brain need to communicate
(I likened it to Amazon delivering a package as one side of brain, and other side being homeowner refusing to open door)
Package keeps getting sent, but isn't being accepted..= inability to process trauma and move on.
Very simplistic view, but best I can do.
Anyway, regressing over incident.
Nest step is to 'alter' the narrative
Create a storyline that isn't the horrific original, but one that links all the major elements into a timeline that isn't quite so traumatic
As in a " I get hit, but am able to get up and bash driver" type way.
Some acceptance I am not so powerless at those moments that day as I lay there .
Will it work...?
Who knows
I'll update as & when.
Today's the day, we literally lose ourselves down the rabbit hole.
Hang on tight, it's gonna get bumpy .
Stay safe, ya all.