I fully empathise with you in every way
@SlimLizzy
Daughter from Australia had said she was not coming over this year, but would come next year.
Great, I thought, no visitors for a year, and so I can upend my bungalow and do a massive tidy up, clearout and reorganisation...it was going to take a year...
But then I got a message from daughter in Australia last week...
"Mum, great news, I am bringing some of my students over to UCL in April, and I can stay with you first week of April. See you in a few weeks."
Paralysed with fear doesn't even begin to describe how I feel.
I haven't a cat in hell's chance of even making a space for her to sleep in. I had repurposed the old quilt and old covers I use for her for something else, and I was going to get new ones for next year.
I have come to the conclusion I am never going to move from here (I am happy enough over that) and so that initiated this great ruthless upending of everything and clearout and reorganisation, for the next 20-30 years (if I live that long, it might only be 10 years, but my birth family all lived to nearly 100)...
My brain won't work. I am asking it what can I do as an interim measure, to make this even half acceptable to let a visitor (my daughter) in. Don't ask me says brain.
I thought I had a year at least to do and complete this massive task...
I am currently in bed sleeping. I did do food shopping and a couple of tasks this morning, and came back frozen cold (that wind is bitter), and very tired.
Brain is being a little cooperative saying, well if you do these quick line sketches when you go out, and no painting (that can take a couple of hours for one painting, although it is my relaxation). And brain made a suggestion how to do quicker video editing, just for the moment. See, I have given you an extra 4 hours in the day,says brain...the rest is up to you.....
I did do some quick sketches of Flint Castle this morning....