How's that halo today? Still shining?? Your post about cake at work reminds me how many calories I used to eat (mainly at work) just to be polite - but I did it again today.
I've been dreaming of cake - or, more specifically, of eating cake - and feeling guilty about it. I've had it for the past three nights which strange for me because I don't usually remember dreams. The only thing different in each dream is the type of cake.... mmmmmm
I think my metabolism is adjusting - my ketostix are no longer turning a pretty purple colour but staying beige and I know that I haven't lost much weight (if anything) this week. On the plus side I am not feeling at all hungry and skipped breakfast. I only ate lunch today because a friend made it for me. This evening I am cooking a big roast dinner to celebrate a friend's birthday (the same one that made me lunch) which is why I had intended to fast today but that plan went a bit wrong so I will have to even things out a bit by skipping breakfast tomorrow morning.
Good evening!
Well, the halo slipped off yesterday but I placed it back firmly as soon as I made it fall off.
I've been chugging along nicely but the fact that I'm not participating in people's offerings has made me sad! Ha! Sad! I am angry for feeling like that; I should be rejoicing in the fact I've been so strong.
Have had some lovely comments about the weight loss. I didn't think people would notice ten pounds but they have
So last night I felt hungry as per usual and long story short, I ate a kebab. A dirty doner kebab with salad and garlic mayo. It was the BEST one I'd ever had. BUT I had a small one, no chips and didn't have the usual whole pot of garlic mayo, just a squirt or two. I'm so glad nobody saw me eating it because I probably looked like a lion devouring its prey after not having had any food for a month...
I did worry about this little episode kicking off some serious other habits but it didn't. I wanted it, I ate it and that was it. Back to it this morning. And yet again, I managed to say no to homemade chilli bread, Président butter, cheese, homemade scones, clotted cream and strawberry jam. God we love food in our department. And do you know what? I'm the only overweight person there! How do they do it?? I felt sad again for not participating and sat there with my cup of boullion...
Had bacon and eggs for tea.
I'm not feeling guilty and will keep going. Will weigh on Monday morning. Hopefully a few pounds off.
@Chook. Cake. Oh my god. I. Love. Cake. I'll never not love it.
Hope you have a lovely roast tonight, and maybe a glass of red? Enjoy it!
Mona xx