OK, now I'm really upset. My laptop is not working properly and the post I had just written disappeared. I will start again. I haven't been on this forum for about two years. Today I decided to check in and saw this post on the 5 things I need to know. I thought I was managing the emotional part pretty well, however, it seems I'm stuck in shock, fear, sadness and anger. I was just asking myself this week what did I do to get diabetes? I follow the LCHF lifestyle and get so frustrated when my BG goes up even though I'm not eating carbs. I so want to go out and eat something really 'normal', like a great big order of chips. I was (mis)diagnosed with T2 in March 2017, at 69, went on LCHF and everything was going well until a severe bout of DKA knocked me down in May 2019. I was then diagnosed T1 and am now on insulin. I'm now 72. My DE said I'm on the lowest doses that she's seen and doesn't understand when I tell her I'm not eating carbs. No sugar, no regular flours, nothing. I feel sometimes that I'm alone in this battle. I really need to reach acceptance so I can get rid of the sadness and anger, before it kills me. And, I know I need to be more regular on here because I need the support that I can't seem to find around here. I would really appreciate some tips from folks who are or have gone through all these emotions. Thanks. Stay safe and stay healthy.