Well the thing is I don't believe it now, thats whats changed. As Ive already explained. But the shock statements are helping.
but why? What changed your mind from "I'm dying" to "I'm not dying"? Did you actually
feel any different before and after these states?
There is no doubt I felt like **** for the two to three months before I was diagnosed and I didn't know why. My DN was quite taken aback when I had absolutely no response to the news she gave me, "You're T2". I just accepted it and decided to change on the spot. Went home, did some research round here, and simply threw out or gave away anything that was carbie... missed it? not in a blink.
I have a badly autistic son and wife who has had breast cancer, another thing that does not go away. I feel I have to look after myself as well as I can because they are both going to need me for as long as they and I are together.
If you want horror stories, then I'm sure they can delivered Chapter and verse.
I do wish you well but you have to take care of yourself, for you and those close to you.