Hi
@scottie1 , It's a great shame that there are these misunderstandings,
@donnellysdogs is concerned, as I am and I'm sure everybody else that has followed this thread on why your numbers should be where they are, no one is judging you, or criticizing you, they are desperate to help you, but I'm sure they are all wondering how to.
I genuinely think your perseverance in the last few days, to get treatment from your medical team has been excellent and hopefully it will pay off for you when you see the Nurse and Doctor Next week.
You mention you have told the Doctor that you were on 1200 calories a day, & prior to that I know you were on 800/900 a day, where I told you, you can only do diets like this, under supervision.
You have to eat more & regular.
I read your thread and to me it has seemed like a race at times,
and that it just what it is not.
While your waiting for the medical stuff, I personally think you should
Calmly start to test each meal you have, as was suggested, Test just before the meal, 1hr after & 2hrs after, if the numbers have moved up more than 2mmol/L then some High Carbs or sugary foods need reducing or removing.
You mentioned in one post
3 ryvitas in one meal,
thats 18 carbs I have ryvitas everyday at lunchtime with cream cheese & Mackerel or Ham, I'm officially
out of the diabetic range but
cannot manage more than 2 Ryvitas or I spike.
You have
Trudi Deakins Book I think you should study this,
in particular the relationship with the fat, as you mention above that this is the area you are struggling with, reducing the carbs you
have to replace them
with fat so you can get the energy levels you require. The book has all the answers.
The LCHF diet may not be the panacea for you, but reducing the carbs has to help you to some degree, even if you are waiting for further medical intervention and it will also help the weight loss.
Hang in there Scottie & try not to take this personally, it's not intended that way.
Neil