Re: A Geordie trying the Newcastle Diet
Friday May 4 - day 12
Lunch
Pre BG 5.4 + 2 hours 5.6
Dinner
Pre BG 5.1 + 2 hours 5.7
Supper
Pre BG 5.0 + 2 hours 4.9
Fluid
Water 3.5L possibly a little more
Tea - black 3 cups
Exercise
30 minutes treadmill - dreadful effort.
Verdict after day 12
Hmm, not really sure where to start with this. I am getting very despondent and frustrated with my figures. I was getting some 4's, now I am getting none. I feel I am trying so hard, yet my body isn't playing ball. I think due to this, I am also feeling like I want to eat food again. I am now completely at a loss how to bring my figures down. I wanted to come of my morning Metformin on Monday, but now feel this is perhaps not a good idea, that said I really don't know what is a good idea! My weight is dropping, and I was certain with that my BG would as well - not so! I know loads of people would love 5's across the board, so feel a bit guilty whining I can't get them lower, but it's how I feel. Each time I test I hope to see a 4, and am wondering if I am stressing myself into the 5 bracket? If that is the case, then it's a vicious circle I know I must break, again no idea how to!
In myself I feel great, aches and pains easier, walking much improved, energy levels through the roof, sleeping much sounder and waking much more refreshed. I feel so much happier with myself, and my life, apart from the BG numbers.
I have no one I can turn to for advice, as friends and family although 110% supportive, just can't grasp the obsession I have with BG numbers. They have seen them come down since I began the ND so can't understand why I feel the frustration I do. My GP will also say, that I have good figures, so why worry? The problem is I do, and I am.
I understand it's still early day's. tomorrow and then Sunday, takes me to two weeks, but that's not quick enough. I don't think I would have felt like this had I not had 4's, but I have and I can't change that, and the resulting despondency. I can't go lower calorie or cut out a shake as I know that will lead to trouble, and as each shake is due, I am hungry and ready for it. In two weeks I want to add veg, I need to have solid food again, but am now wondering if for me, it may have to be 8 weeks pure liquid diet. The truth be told I am not sure I could do that. The need and the anticipation for real food is there, and I am looking forward to it. I am relieved it's only two more weeks to food.
I don't know, I need to think about this, and see what I come up with. I would also love opinions on what people make of this so far, and suggestions as to why I am no longer getting the lower readings. I have thought until I had my head unscrewing it's self, so maybe idea's from others will be something I have not thought of, that will push my body into lower levels.
Help - what do I do?
[edit to add] +2 supper reading.
Also... I read back what I had written above, and my sheer bloody mindedness kicked in big time. I whopped up the speed on the treadmill and walked a solid 15 minutes. I will NOT let this **** thing defeat me, it just isn't an option. I am shaking, sweating, but I feel good. It just shows if I stop being a lazy c*w and do the exercise I should be, I will get my fours. Bl**dy good kick up the ass, do the work I am supposed to = results. Serves me right for being lazy!!
Good night anyone still around like me at stupid o'clock!