But...but...I don't feel any irritation or anger.
I would like to reverse my Type 2 diabetes and be able to ditch the Metformin, as I don't really like taking drugs. However, at present I think it is helpful and when I think my BS is low enough, I will see what I can do with just diet and exercise. Of course, I will discuss this with my dr and diabetes educator, who are both sympathetic and helpful.
I did say that anger is not always obvious. It is possible to experience an emotion and not realize what it is or worse still mistake it for something else. Fear can be used to create the “fall in love at first sight” cheat and the unsuspecting fall like nine pins. It can be that you might only feel a bit hot or mildly bothered or stressed and see no real reason for it. This is going to still affect the metabolism but mildly. My advice to you is to continue to take you medication until such time as you find that your blood sugars are normal and you don’t need to take it any longer. You are an adult and as an adult you accept or reject advice as you please. If you are happy to go with diet and exercise, then who is stopping you? Mild forms of diabetes can be controlled by diet and exercise but these do not address the underlying problems.
Of course discuss it with your doctor and diabetes educator AND choose to accept their word over your own experience. That is your choice. I had suggested that the person who wants to understand the problem for themselves needs to keep a diary and record everything they can to start and see correlations. YOU are the only one that can help yourself at the end of the day.
If you have sympathetic doctor and educator, that’s good. But not all doctors are the same. There are good and bad doctors, just like in every other profession and trade. But seeing you mention doctors let me give you one conversation that I had with a doctor about diabetes specifically.
He was writing something for my husband, just as we had got up to leave his surgery when our conversation broached on the subject of diabetes. (It was not about my husband as he did not have diabetes) I explained to the doctor what I had discovered about diabetes 2 while he wrote and listened. He never looked up. At the end of my speech he said, still without looking up at me, “Hmmm sounds like you got the answer about diabetes alright”. I could see that he understood with what I said and there was agreement in his voice so I then said “doctors had a duty to inform the public”. When he heard my comment he nearly fell out of his chair. He glared at me and said “Doctors have no such duty. We only got to find a pill for it”. What pill cures you from a knife in the back, and most often from some “loved one”? And might I add that this doctor was good surgeon from what I saw, but it appeared he was also greedy. But even without the greed, going against the medical profession is a “career limiting move” for a doctor. Look what happen to Dr. Chris O’Brien when he set up a centre to offer patients alternative medicine along side allopathic medicine for cancer patients. Incredible he got brain cancer and died of it. And he’s not the only one. If you care to look you find thousands meeting the same sort of fate.