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- Type of diabetes
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One of the people on my husbands course was a retired police officer - speeding happens to the best of them/us
That is good that you have booked the course. You will get it over and done with and can put it behind you and go on to enjoy your holiday Get your sugar levels back to normal and start eating properly again and stop thinking you need to be punishedMy sugars have been ok overnight again - around 6, although they are rising again now so eating will be unmanageable.
I found some urine ketone strips and ketones are +++ on those although I know they aren’t hugely reliable as they aren’t real time.
I don’t feel sick at the moment though so I’m just drinking plenty and will keep an eye on it.
I got my course letter and have booked a course for three weeks time (before we go away) so only another three weeks of this and hopefully things will calm down again afterwards. At least it won’t mean my children are disappointed and we won’t lose all the money we’ve paid.
I really appreciate everyone being kind, I don’t deserve it, if I’d killed your child while speeding you probably wouldn’t be as sympathetic.
That is good that you have booked the course. You will get it over and done with and can put it behind you and go on to enjoy your holiday Get your sugar levels back to normal and start eating properly again and stop thinking you need to be punished
But you have only done what dozens of people do everyday just tipped over the speed limit no one is perfect I do not believe there is a driver who has not done that caught or not You didn't harm anyone so stop thinking about what you could have done that does no good You are now talking yourself into not enjoying your holiday but it will all be over by then you can't go on punishing yourself forever and starving yourself is certainly not going to help you. I think you really need to see someone like your doctor or nurse especially as you blood levels are all over the place to get back on the right track eating properly again and feeling better about yourselfI’m glad I haven’t stopped my husband and children from going as they are looking forward to it. I’m not hoping to enjoy it though as even though I’ve been on the course it won’t change the fact that I’m a hopeless idiot. I am glad re my children though, I’d have felt even worse about things otherwise.
But you have only done what dozens of people do everyday just tipped over the speed limit no one is perfect I do not believe there is a driver who has not done that caught or not You didn't harm anyone so stop thinking about what you could have done that does no good You are now talking yourself into not enjoying your holiday but it will all be over by then you can't go on punishing yourself forever and starving yourself is certainly not going to help you. I think you really need to see someone like your doctor or nurse especially as you blood levels are all over the place to get back on the right track eating properly again and feeling better about yourself
I’m thinking if this pattern of behaviour and stress is common for you then seeking some sort of counselling for it might be wise. I’m sorry but you really are overreacting and beating yourself up far in excess of the reality of the situation. I know you can’t see that and are struggling to calm yourself. And in fact now finding ways to ruin your holiday after the course is dealt with. And still declining to eat which is harmful too. That is the bigger issue imo. Next time it might not be a speeding ticket but something else you are down unnecessarily harshly on yourself about. Would you talk to a friend or family member as harshly as you are to yourself? I very much doubt it.
Yes you made a mistake. Yes it could have been awful. It wasn’t. You are taking responsibility for your mistake and the course will help ensure you don’t make it again. You’ll pay your price and be a better driver for it. Holiday remains intact. End of.
Right now you need to forget those worries and sort your bloods out. Not eating isn’t the answer even if they are rising. Medicating appropriately is. Removing the cause of the rise is. That cause is stress not food. You are removing the wrong thing.
This sounds like it may be depression. Please, please go see your dr and tell him/her how you feel. Is there a scheme like iTalk in your area. It’s self referred counselling. Your dr may have something they can access. Or maybe medication might help. There are options.To be honest even before this I didn’t really enjoy anything and can’t imagine enjoying anything ever again. I just drag myself through the days and wait for them to end. Certainly high blood sugars make me feel much much worse but in this instance it serves me right that I am ill.
This speeding conviction is just the final straw on top of a mountain of straws.
You have to wait 3 weeks for the course yes. You do not have to be in this state for those 3 weeks. You do not have to add to your issues by refusing to eat.It’s impossible to remove the cause of the stress though, it’s another three weeks of it hanging over me.
Then please seek some help before things get a lot worse you are not being fair to your family being like you are now. The over reaction about the speeding ticket and the feeling you need to be punished is really not right it sounds like you are depressed and you do need to speak to someone about itTo be honest even before this I didn’t really enjoy anything and can’t imagine enjoying anything ever again. I just drag myself through the days and wait for them to end. Certainly high blood sugars make me feel much much worse but in this instance it serves me right that I am ill.
This speeding conviction is just the final straw on top of a mountain of straws.
To be honest even before this I didn’t really enjoy anything and can’t imagine enjoying anything ever again. I just drag myself through the days and wait for them to end. Certainly high blood sugars make me feel much much worse but in this instance it serves me right that I am ill.
This speeding conviction is just the final straw on top of a mountain of straws.
Sugars not quite as horrific today - mainly 15-20 which is an improvement on yesterday, although that’s still with not eating. I don’t feel like eating anyway so I’m not too worried. I was starving briefly but now not so much. Feeling sick instead.
Pretty sure I’ve caught my daughter’s viral cough and cold which might be adding another element of difficulty into the blood sugars.
It feels as though everything is on standby until after I’ve been on this course. I’m hoping dh will take me as I don’t think I will be in any state to drive, I have only driven my son to and from school (6 mile round trip otherwise we’d walk) since receiving the prosecution and if it wasn’t for the distance we live from his school I wouldn’t be driving at all.