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thanks again, I've not been on it for 24 yet but obviously it's going to take time to find the correct dosage, but my blood sugars are still peaking 20 but I have 0.2 ketones but my blood pressure is all over the place one moment it's high the next it's in my boots I have been offered the pump numerous times but I've refused it because I don't need constantly reminding I'm diabetic my eating habits are controlled in hospital because you have set meals at set times so when I leave it will go **** up because I binge eat at home and I don't have access to sugary things here either, and my depression keeps spiking whilst in hospital because it's such a lonely place being with my thoughts is really hard, so I'm worried I'm going to hit a brick wall soon. thank you again x
Heya it will take time, please don't think too far into the future take each day as it comes. Why not consider the pump this time ? Getting it now will mean easier control, oddly enough even though you have a pump it will become a small part of your life, but it means you can look forward to getting your life back, it can easily fit into a bra (yes they really can be useful !) it may be a big part of your life to start with but it will become insignificant as time moves on. Try it and if after 3 months it's not working for you then hand it back ? In regards to your eating - what support can your family give you ? Can you ask mum not to buy stuff that you would binge on ? Don't get hung up on the high figures either you aren't moving about so much so this will have a knock effect on your levels, as long as your ketones are low then fine, try not to feel sad, just try and write down 10 positive things about yourself now as an exercise, or write a poem about how your feeling ? Go and talk to someone who looks sad or who might appreciate the company. It sounds odd to say this but try and do something positive while you are there so the whole experience dosent feel so bad, I find when I'm down if I can make someone smile it lifts me.
Good to hear from you and stay positive, keep us posted x