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Morning Emily, hope your ok ?
Your posts last night sounded really desperate, was this because you are alone there with no one to talk to ? Do you really think it's fair on yourself to want to consider suicide as well as everyone else around you ? You speak of suffering but you must realise how many people care so much about you, please think of those around you. Depression causes us to feel completely self obsessed but you need to think of others too, they care about you they love you and I am certain they would want you to share your feelings with them. Ignore what your ward/colleagues think, they are there to care for you and feel compassion towards you. You speak of an obsession with food also, this is causing your depression lovely, you need to discuss this with your therapists, you are eating foods that play havoc with your blood glucose levels, i have learned myself that fluctuating blood glucose levels and depression go hand in hand, my doctor advised me in that going high/low was causing my depression, this was the reason I went low carb, it has helped control my glucose levels and my moods.
Please don't give in, you need to find the strength to look at your situation and want to get better mentally and physically. Do you have anyone friend/family or work colleague you can confide in outside of this forum ?
Let us know your ok this morning x
Your posts last night sounded really desperate, was this because you are alone there with no one to talk to ? Do you really think it's fair on yourself to want to consider suicide as well as everyone else around you ? You speak of suffering but you must realise how many people care so much about you, please think of those around you. Depression causes us to feel completely self obsessed but you need to think of others too, they care about you they love you and I am certain they would want you to share your feelings with them. Ignore what your ward/colleagues think, they are there to care for you and feel compassion towards you. You speak of an obsession with food also, this is causing your depression lovely, you need to discuss this with your therapists, you are eating foods that play havoc with your blood glucose levels, i have learned myself that fluctuating blood glucose levels and depression go hand in hand, my doctor advised me in that going high/low was causing my depression, this was the reason I went low carb, it has helped control my glucose levels and my moods.
Please don't give in, you need to find the strength to look at your situation and want to get better mentally and physically. Do you have anyone friend/family or work colleague you can confide in outside of this forum ?
Let us know your ok this morning x