Afternoon all.
A few days of FBG all bar one low 7's
I did get a 6.4 other day, but only after I was so bushed from the day I went to bed very early, and slept beyond midday the next day.
(Amitriptyline doesn't work for me like a knock out pill, but once I do drop off..Zzzx is very strong )
Meds, outpatients, exercises, life...all get mixed up and affect each other
Too much of anything, and exercising while in pain makes little sense yet I know I need the strengthening such exercises bring, so I can do all the things I want to do again
A vicious circle if ever I saw one.
In other news, PTSD therapy moving onwards
Quandary being put to me is I seem reluctant to talk of 'that moment'.
Because when I do, I can get all choked, so not pleasant..
and for those around me, I get it
They asked those few early days, ( and I'm so grateful for that), got the info they needed, and saw the effect on me, so don't mention it now
So my conundrum..
* I don't want to keep opening 'that' door.
* They surely don't want to keep hearing about it
* And I can't afford to give good people a reason NOT to come round or meet up with me.
But I'm advised to not avoid it and talk more about it
But for my woes, I know others have worse worries
Cousin in Birmingham, my age collapsed punctured lung they say.
ICU, coma.
Been on ventilation & left unconscious to rest
Time came to remove it yesteday & try waking him
Thrashed while they tried .
To stressful for him they said, so left in situ.
Got text today saying tube is out & he's breathing just on oxygen
Aware (TG ) but not fully awake yet they say
Pray for better days to come for him & family
Better news for me, didn't have any attention span or appetite for things I used to enjoy
A film TV show or book of late
Laurens got a trial of apple TV.
So quietly enjoying their version of Asimov's FOUNDATION
So maybe a little light Is slowly creeping back in
Hand, shoulder & leg, slow improvements says every one ..but improving none the less
I'll take that, today .
Enjoy the day, all